Official heartbreaker

" When I'm alone, I'll think back the memories we had together"

Today I woke up at 10:30AM, when I looked at the mirror

I saw a girl who cried last night, till her eyes turn to panda eyes.

makes me really pain to let go.

I chat with him last night, wanted to ask him whether we can celebrate his birthday,

he's answer made me disappointed and heartbroken,

If we celebrate his girlfriend would come along,

what makes me? A lonely girl who walk with couples
So embarrassing if others looked at me

Why can't he think of the consequence that how would I feel about being uncomfortable

Are all guys like that? I always ask myself
When I'm alone I looked up the sky and said:

" Where would you be? Must be with your girlfriend dating happily right?"

And sometimes I will think of the old days when we talked about lots of things.

Sorry I didn't it coming,

Sorry I being selfish for not believing that you've a girlfriend

Sorry for myself for being an idiot.

Went to see dad in the hospital,

after that I went to Jaya Jusco with my mom and my brother,

seen a lot of couples again,

forget about it

There's so many Michael Jackson's music album in Speedy,

even there are lots of people

crowded in front of the TV Screen to watch his old concert performance.

" Michael do you see how much we care? Hope you're in heaven being happy."