New Me 2013

 

Is such a long time I didn't update my blog

Kind of lazy and so many things happened this year.

2013

Hmm seems like just 3months but feels like it never happened

LOL, anyways I'm officially 21years old, Imagine, I'm older.

Have to keep looking young I don't want to look old (Scared) xD

Nothing much this year but there is one thing I've changed

remember I said before I likeD my senior?

Well I'm decided to let him go, is impossible to be with him

Number 1-He is popular in so many ways, 

is just too difficult to get his attention.

Number 2- Yes he has looks and all but I've lots of doubts in him,

when he flirts with someone I really will go depressed all the way

Number 3- What I did for him before is my effort if he can't see it,

then I have to stop trying. Because is useless to put effort on someone

 who didn't even look me in the eye and talked to me.

Senior, I'm sorry because you are really difficult to understand, your popularity,

you shine very bright till I can't even bare to stay clinging on you. Sometimes,

I feel bad that I even did something you don't like. Whenever I text you, 

you don't reply much and sometimes ignore me. You're a great person, but

maybe you're not into a girl like me. 

Skip the topic, I got sick quite often recently since the beginning of the year.

Reason? Simple changed of weather in Kuwait Humid and cold.

Still remember I got really sick, nose blocked, no voice and sore throat.

 I wanted to find my roomate to go clinic with me

In the end I didn't go because I'm exhausted and fell asleep in the end.

The next day I need to go to the office to do paper work

Is like counting on myself to hold on and be strong.

Then I was on the way to deal with my exit permit for my leaved on February,

I went to the cafeteria and ate breakfast, and I saw a friend of mine. A steward.

 Very nice guy, I flew with him last year October 2012 operated a flight together, 

to Bangkok. At first when I see him I don't find him interesting to talked to.

But times goes by we get along, is funny when you think something it turn up another way.

I remembered I was depressed at that time with my senior, argument between my roomate

I ask him for advice and he has the same similar situation to deal with my case.

That's why we talked usually is my personal problem.

Anyway back to the cafeteria, he was having airport standby

(which is wait for 4hours if didn't get pulled for a flight is boring xD)

But is good that I bump into him, I was sitting at a corner whereas

 he was sitting on another table with somebody else.

After that person left he came to me and talked.

Is funny that we smile at each other plus my "sexy" voice,

Sore throat kills xD

But he doesn't mind, in fact he asked me do I need him to fetch me to a doctor

Well I didn't want to give him trouble just because of that, so I said no need.

Then he offered me a ride home instead of waiting for my public transport back home.

He is really nice, I mean like when I needed a person he was there.

Ya, we flirt on whatsapp and all but just random text. 

He asked me out after the next day when he drop me off my apartment.

The next day after my flight, I went dinner with him,

I was feeling scared at first but at the end I enjoyed having him by my side.

Then I started to like him, more and more each day.

Love really comes and go, first time of my life

I like a person who I didn't actually think of.

Life is full of wonders. God bless everyone ;)

Stay tuned next post, goodnight/morning/evening to whole world :D

Emiko ♥

Happy Birthday to someone special

Date :21/11/2012

Venue: Dome, Pavilion KL

Today I meeting my senior to celebrate his Birthday early

Because I don't have the chance to return to Kuala Lumpur during his actual birthday.

Anyways, I was nervous to see him,

I can't wait to see his face when I gave him a surprise.

Recently he was down and upsad about something,

makes me worried for him even though is non of my business

I still care for him.

I went to Dome and waited for him.

Is like so long till I called him and asked him where he is.

It seems that he was at another Dome coffee shop and I was at the entrance.

I rush and run to that coffee shop after I called him.

still no where in sight, I called him again and I keep laughing.

(I was excited actually)

After that he went out of Dome entrance and saw me

and we talked a lot (Mostly about me, lol feel guitly).

This time is just two of us,

I feel nervous and happy at the same time.

I started giving him the presents I've prepared for him 

 Taken and decorated by Senior

Aww...Senior, I'm so happy you liked my surprise.

Wish you happy birthday my special one ;)

I wish to see the smile on your face,

I wish that I was the reason behind the smile.

And surprisingly both of us are happy.

I made this for him as well. Onigiri and Tamagoyaki.

I love the smiley face but the shape is not really nice.

Didn't know how difficult it is. I know is not perfect, but oh well..

He said is cute, I hope he like it when he tasted it.

I brought him a small cake in Bread Talk.

Luckily I had a candle and a lighter.

 

Make a wish Senior.

Happy 21st Birthday, my special one. ;)

 Hope all your wishes can come true

He look so happy isn't he?

I will remember this moment forever.

 

Taken by me

 Taken by him.

I invited him to my 21st birthday next year.

I wish he would attend.

God bless, hope my wishes can come true.

Emiko

The Stressed & taste of Success

 This days been busy studying for my recent exam

Lack of sleep and energy,

I'm proud of myself for having the courage

 burning the midnight oil to study along with my colleagues.

My Airbus 340 RESULT

 I'm satisfied. I've improved a lot indeed 

I fail gastronomy but I push myself to get this mark.

I'm thankful for my follow colleagues & roommate for guiding me through.

It's been a stressful week and everyone got emotional feelings

especially me. Build up confidence part two.

 Feminine & Gentle

I've done First Aid Exam.

At first I don't understand the subject because to me

First Aid is just like a doctorate course or pure science.

I'm not suitable to be a doctor...don't have the passion for it

This is the First Aid Class Room 

Conducted by Dr Loulwa 

The Large First Aid Kit and Doctor Kit

 CPR Practice

Skeleton 0.o

First Aid is a short term course only last 5days,

within the 5days I need to study all the procedure

my exam include the paper, practical for CPR and oral for medicine

Too much right?

 Yesterday,

I studied the whole First Aid Procedure for 9hours accurate

Just have four hours of sleep and I'm off for this exams   

I was stressed out, nervous and worried,

during that period I have a headache and being emotional.
But I passed my First Aid. I'm very happy about it =D

Whenever I having problems I would just find senior

he is the only person that I could share my problems with.

Most importantly I trust him not just a senior but a dear friend.

That's what I like about him.

Thanks for his advice and support I feel relived.

He always the perfect guy in my heart and to me. 

Anyway, I will do my best,

 push myself to the level to gain success!

I'll do my best to make my family and all my dear instructors proud.

All of them pay attention to be took care of me. I'm feel blissful

May the lord keep them well and save,

Amen.

 

 Peace be the Journey.

Cheers everyone =3

Emiko

My Worries, my goodbyes!

"When I close my eyes, all I can see is you

why do I think of you till I can't think anymore?"

Back to the topic,

As you all know I quit my job at Little Wok

I'm tired working there, but still got lot of fun of course

I will miss the workers there, especially my friends

I don't know why,

I keep being nice to someone and they don't appreciate

always my weekest point is being nice to people!!! = =

My close friends warned me about it

I just don't listen, now I know why.

I want to act more mature think wide open

Why is it so difficult?

I try to like someone

Honestly, is more crazy as it seems

I'm tired of "tam" people you know?

the more I adore you, the more you getting out of my nerve

Yes, I adore you,

Yes, I missed you

Yes, I want to see you.

But last night you make me rethink about my pass

Repeating the same mistakes all over again

I'm tired. Why can't you make things more easier for me?

Why can't I met someone who is gentle to me?

Why can't I met someone who really cares for me?

Why can't I met someone special?

All the why's!!!

ARhhhhh.. I hate my mood right now.

I want to meet someone who listen's to my problems

I want to meet someone who really cares for me

I want to meet someone who willing to accept the way I am

For now I want to hangout with my friends

I have one month to enjoy my life

after that I need to concentrate my on studies

Lots love♥

 -Emiko



❤ In Love With You ❤ Dday

Just a gentle whisper told me that you're gone
Leaving only memories, where did we go wrong
I couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you

Tell me that you love me, tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me and I'll be there
I'll be there waiting

I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do,
come to me nowI will never leave you, I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you
Now we here together, yesterday has passed
Life is just beginning close to you and I
And I promise to you I will always be there
I'll give my all to you

Living a life without you is more than I can bear
Hold me close forever, I'll be there
I'll be there for you

I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do,
this I promise

I will never leave you, I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true,
hold me closer

Our love is forever, holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
Love has found, love has found the way

❤ DDay❤

Tonight I going to set things right~
Hope it turn out right
I waited for so long,
now my heart wants answers
Hope I won't be play out


God, I'm counting on you


Panda Babe (JianLin)
QV (Jie)
Chery


Thanks for support me


Hope the best for the best
I want to say it


I LOVE YOU, LUCAS
HOPE WE CAN GET PASS THROUGH DDAY~❤

♥ Chase my happiness

Being Emo for so long

feels kind of left out

Don't feel like doing things

feel like my world is empty

Yesterday,

my friend Wendy send me a cheer up sms 

she said:

"Don't be sad during the night, we'll always be by your side,

supporting you, 

Be happy and smile always"

She gives me the confidence 

and a dear friend to me

Life is about taking the risk of chances,

you might not know what you get before you try to do so.

My dad told me this over and over.

I have been waiting for happiness to come to me.

It looks like is my turn to chase happiness itself.

I want to do something crazy for a moment.

Try new things, change myself a bit...

Even thought is far but I'm not giving up

without a fight.

I might face consequences that will happened 

to me somehow or another.

But I don't really care anymore,

I want to do something wild for a change

I decided to chase him,

I will carry all the love and support my friends 

and family gave me.

I want to prove to myself,

and my friends that I will not give up that easily.

Without the answers, 

I will never give up.

To my dear friends,

I hope you still support me,

share your confidence, love and hope to me

It would be nice to receive your comments and message.

I need you guys

=) 

___________________________________________

Lastly，

Happy Birthday to Danson 唐禹哲

Does anyone notice that Danson 

is slightly similar look like

my Bii? LOLs 

Anyway,

Hope God will be there for me

God Bless Everyone

                                                       

                                                                                              -Love,

                                                                                                Emiko

Hope for the Best

Sometimes I think of disappearing

hide somewhere that nobody knows me

I guess hiding is not a solution

Why I feel hatred?

Wanna ask you guys, 

am I such a troublesome girl?

Do I make you guys annoyed?

Why I feel like all the people around me

like to pretend? Saying that they care but they didn't

 I hate people say things and just forget about it

I didn't say I am pretty nor perfect

I just want to love myself

accept myself for who I am.

You think you're prettier than me

then how pretty you are?

Tell me? I want to know ^-^

When I hangout with you and a few friends,

it makes us uncomfortable

you keep hugging here and there with your BF. That's fine.

 But please don't 撒娇 in front of us when we eat la.

I know you're happy. No need to keep praising your bf

say how lucky you are...and blar blar blar

Not just that

You even criticize me having small breast

and say no boys chase me because I don't have the body

I know you have big breast la

You got the body. 

But you keep hurting my feelings

saying all the negative things that I don't want to hear

I'm just a normal girl.

I don't have the body, I'm ain't pretty.

I just average.

And on top of that I don't need you to introduce guys to me

I don't need your pity

Even you introduce, you surely intro your bf's friends

Those smoking & saying bad words type of guy

Sorry. I'm not interested. 

I already have someone in my heart that's enough for me

I don't need others, I just need him. Only Him.

I respect him for who he is.

Even though your bf better than him.

I don't care. As long as is him

I don't mind at all.

Not everyone are the same

Not everyone is perfect.

I just hope for the best

and be the best I am

Herbal soup

This morning when I woke up

I notice my left eye was swollen and red

Can't bearly open them

Allergy from drinking Herbal Soup?

OMG.

I rest for awhile...

since I have class this afternoon

But the moment I woke up the second time

I feel dizzy...lack of energy

can't walk properly as well

feel like falling down~

What's wrong with me?

After Donate Blood
walk also sometimes fall down
LOL..feel like a small kid start to learn walking

Help people then hurt myself

But I am grateful to help
Hope God Bless me la.

Hope I can stand up again

Be happy again

Happy 520❤

Today is a loveable day~
Say 3 words to your one's
as 520~ ^^

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU 

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The nights would seem so long

With you I see forever oh so clearly

I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young

And we both know they'll take us

Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)

Hold me now

Touch me now

I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought know by now how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through

But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,

Our love will lead the way for us

Like a guiding star

I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing

I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view

I'll help you see forever too

(Repeat Chorus 1,2,3)

Wish all of my friends happy 520❤

My love...

Happy 520 to you❤ ~

♥ Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day

to all the mother's on this earth

Thanks for taking care of us!! ^^

I woke up around 10am

so tired ><

yesterday when to pavilion watch movie

till 3am only i reached home

Nothing much I guess

Anyways,

Dad present us for buying this

Tulips from holland

Nice right? Aiya, daddy you should buy roses

More romantic xD

Dinner at 8pm

Location: The Ship

I can tell you guys,

the customer service sucks
Last time is better.

The food is ok la.
I almost want to complain but the manager said sorry
so give them chance la.

Emiko's Rate: 3/5

To: Mummy

Mummy...

Sorry I make you worried about me

Sorry for not listening to you

Sorry for raising my voice at you, when I'm not in a good mood

Sorry for the days I'm not there with you

I might not be the daughter that you always wanted me to be

I might not be smart enough or good enough to be your daughter

the only thing i know is...I love you

Thank you for bringing me into this earth

to get to know things, to learn things,

I'm thankful for having you as my mom~

MUMMY, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.

♥ Stay with me~

It's been a while I didn't update my blog..
a lot of things happened somehow I don't how to explain
just the feeling of depression.

Forget about that..
Let's start.

24/4/2010

Yesterday...Joe and Natalie called me on a date

to Wangsa Walk...

It was awesome~ ^^

Around 2pm

All of us went to BBQ Chicken with Joe's Family

I just watch them, cause I feel shy to order..

after that Joe, Natalie and me went to Sing K.

Joe Lim sing "you're my everything" by LeeHom

dedicate LLS

I just recorded. xD

So romantic ooo...

Joe. Good Luck with the new girl ya.

Don't care about the age, treat her well. ^^

I really enjoyed. We sang for 3 hours

I sang around 6 songs,

mostly sing for my Bii...sing it out loud~

(Bii although you're not there,

but I can feel you're right beside me~)

the most touching song we sang "You're not alone"

3 of us sing together take turns of course =)

after that Joe want to go bowling. He treat us.

Joe thanks alot ya. =)

And the bowling winner is

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·

Natalie Lim ^^

Lols. After that Joe's family take all of us to dinner

OMG....belanja us again?

Natalie and I were like 0.0

so paiseh let Joe's parents treat us again.

Some more so expensive.

==||

Nevermind we will find time to pay back

Joe and Natalie

Thanks a lot~

And I also want to thank my friends and my lovely sister

thanks to:

Wardy Yap

- Thanks a lot. Give me some useful advice to stand up again. Although is just for a moment.

But. Thanks a lot for helping me. You opened up my mind~

Qv

-Jie thanks a lot. I really touched to have a sister like you.

No one ever treat me, cared for me so much as you did. Jie thank you ah..=')

Ar Ching

-Hehe. We just known each other not long. But I hope we known each other more la

thank you also. ^^

Cassie/Yen

- thanks for dropping by. =)`

Cheryl Tee

-Thank you for being there where I have no one to talk to. Thanks a bunch.

JianLin

- Thank you for supporting me. thanks a lot.

Wayne Chew

- Thanks for being a joker where I can laugh a lot. You always the smarty guy.

make jokes that I can't even bare to not laugh. Haha. TQ

Natalie Lim

- Darling thank you for being my friend and a sister to me for 8 years. I really hope our friendship last longer

please remember me always. Your problems are my problems, my problems are you're problems. Let's share them together and work together. I be there if you need me~ Love ya ^^

Joe Lim

-We know each other since primary till now. Really gives me the pleasure to be friends with you for so many years. Althought, Natalie and I tease you so much, but we really joking only. And you're not as bad as you think. Keep up the faith. Good Luck dude.

Lastly for my Bii ♥

-Babe, although you're busy and don't have the time to reply me.

I'm thankful to have you as my dear. You're one in a million to me. You're my sky... My prince.

Nobody can replace someone like you. Someone as charming and cute as you.

 I miss you Bii. I miss you so much.

Dear Happiness, please don't leave me. Stay with me and all of my friends.

May God bless everyone. Give joy and happiness. God Blessed Us. Amen.