Saturday, September 25, 2010

✈飞吧 Last Post for a moment~

想消失一阵子
因为

我受不了
那种
真的快受不了

对不起
我还是没办法坚强起来
我以为我可以
可是


我不能
真的不能

对不起
对不起
对不起

原谅我的自私
我不是不听话

而是脆弱的我
无法控制自己的情绪


我的心;
很累
很痛
很挣扎

让我休息吧
暂时在黑暗里
休息吧

反正
我也习惯
黑暗的世界
寂寞的世界
悲伤的世界

冷冷
暗暗的地方
我.....会习惯

如果有一天我真的消失了
也许"他们"会开心
不是认输
而是我很讨厌自己

我觉得
我只是个多于的人
路人,外人
火星人

一个人
没什么了不起
不是骄傲
是想挑战自己

伤害也好;
逞强也好;
伪装也好;

心理满意就好了
不是吗?


✈✈✈✈✈✈✈✈✈✈✈




安静下吧~
                 祝大家开心                

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

❤ Random

Just few like update something
not much to write about...
just...
Random Post.

I don't wanna talk a lot
cause, I don't no where to start~
maybe might not want to share...

Angry+Emotional+Sadness
= NO MOOD

Yesterday,
played badminton with my bro
so long didn't play 
a bit rusty

But I manage to play well
smash here and there
to release tensionfrustrationanger
pretty much everything.

My bro surprise and got scared the way I play
Sorry bro =)

Because so much things had happened
and I really don't no what to write about.

I want to give a big thanks to QV jie
 for being there for me
when I needed someone to talk to
“姐,谢谢你~”

And also
 Chery and Wendy~

2nd, 
I want to say thank you to my mom
 for buying a brand new computer for me
Surprise actually....

Cause my dad say want to buy for me at first
but, he just say till don't no when only buy~
I keep look up on this camera though

Samsung St550. 12.2 megapixel

or


Samsung St600. 14 megapixel

But just think....

And Lastly.
I want to say, Happy Birthday to.....
Wardy Yap.

Happy Birthday Wardy,
thanks for your advice last time.
Thank you for being a friend to me
 =)


Wish your dreams will come true.

And Happy Birthday to my new lappy.
L645
15 September 2010~
Welcome to my life

Thursday, September 9, 2010

❤ In Love With You ❤ Dday






Just a gentle whisper told me that you're gone
Leaving only memories, where did we go wrong
I couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you

Tell me that you love me, tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me and I'll be there
I'll be there waiting

I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do,
come to me now
I will never leave you, I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you

Now we here together, yesterday has passed
Life is just beginning close to you and I
And I promise to you I will always be there
I'll give my all to you

Living a life without you is more than I can bear
Hold me close forever, I'll be there
I'll be there for you

I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do,
this I promise

I will never leave you, I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true,
hold me closer

Our love is forever, holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
Love has found, love has found the way



❤ DDay❤
Tonight I going to set things right~
Hope it turn out right
waited for so long,
now my heart wants answers
Hope I won't be play out


God, I'm counting on you


Panda Babe (JianLin)
QV (Jie)
Chery


Thanks for support me


Hope the best for the best
I want to say it


I LOVE YOU, LUCAS
HOPE WE CAN GET PASS THROUGH DDAY~❤

Sunday, September 5, 2010

♥ September Temper

"How's the view? Nice? Does it look peaceful?
without stress, sadness or worries?"

I keep looking at the sky,
and then all the memories of us
keep replay in my mine...

Maybe,
if I wouldn't been so foolish in the pass
we might not be in the situation like this
I'm sorry. Please forgive me.

_______________________________________

3rd of September

Decided to celebrate dad's birthday early
He's actual birthday is 4th September,
but dad had to work in PWTC travel fair
So celebrate early.


I brought him this
 


Buy a wireless bluetooth headset for Dad
cause when he drives
someone call him
he don't use hand-free or speaker to talk
he just answer normally

worst thing is he can talk for so long 
till can't even drive properly
keep give people hon
= =

Beh Tahan him 
Since he birthday coming 
 I decide to buy the bluetooth for him lo

He say the normal headphone wire too long
so mafan and blar blar blar
Everything also want easy & shortcuts
zzzzzz (Old parents) = =

Now got wireless bluetooth 
so daddy you better use it EVERYDAY
Or else my effort and my money all wasted

My bro very pro
he didn't buy anything present

BUT
He belanja all of us eat dinner and watch movie
So pro. Anyway he is loaded 
Don't care money de xD

Watch this
Avatar in 3D
We thought dad will complain 
cause he's not in to english movies 
or those comedy adventure movie

But surprise that he like it
3 hours Movie. Not Bad & glad :)

4th of September

Yesterday,
Dad's working,
so me, my bro and mom stay at home lo
Plus I having MC, whole body also can't move
Sleep whole day...(pig)

9:30++pm
Dad working halfway then come fetch us eat things 
Want go out some more = =
my whole body tired and aching
Especially my legs.= =

I tell my mom I want stay at home
But mom say today is Dad's actual birthday
go eat supper with him.
"Yesterday not celebrate ady meh? Aiyo = =
 second round ke?"


Not just that,
is raining outside.
ok lo. Suffer a bit


 OF ALL PLACES
Go to KK business park and eat?
I hate there
some more the person I hate work there

Why I want face the person 
who like insult people de leh?

You guys know what my dad say?
"Aiyo, come here good mar, got fresh breeze
then you can find your friend chit-chat. Plus here got curry fish to eat
your favorite mar"zzz

 I like eat fish,
 doesn't mean I like go there eat!!!!
and second she's not my friend....
don't deserve to be

Then another surprise my bro tell me
"Jie, Daddy buy us tickets to watch movie in the cinema
11:55pm start" 
One expression in my head
   

Luckily find QV jie sms
or else I will boom myself

 11:47++pm
Go GTS Cinema in Wangsa Walk
watch Expendables
I give the ticket,
you know what the ticket fellow ask me
"Miss, what's your age? this movie is not suitable for under 18"

That time I almost want to scold that man
cause I already angry some more try to test me
Lucky my dad told him off
"She's 18teen." 

The movie is ok.
Nice to watch 2AM only back home
Tired. =(


Thursday, September 2, 2010

♥ Chase my happiness

Being Emo for so long
feels kind of left out
Don't feel like doing things
feel like my world is empty

Yesterday,
my friend Wendy send me a cheer up sms 
she said:
"Don't be sad during the night, we'll always be by your side,
supporting you, 
Be happy and smile always"

She gives me the confidence 
and a dear friend to me

Life is about taking the risk of chances,
you might not know what you get before you try to do so.
My dad told me this over and over.

I have been waiting for happiness to come to me.
It looks like is my turn to chase happiness itself.
I want to do something crazy for a moment.
Try new things, change myself a bit...

Even thought is far but I'm not giving up
without a fight.

I might face consequences that will happened 
to me somehow or another.
But I don't really care anymore,
I want to do something wild for a change

I decided to chase him,
I will carry all the love and support my friends 
and family gave me.
I want to prove to myself,
and my friends that I will not give up that easily.
Without the answers
I will never give up.

To my dear friends,
I hope you still support me,
share your confidence, love and hope to me
It would be nice to receive your comments and message.

I need you guys
=) 
___________________________________________

Lastly,
Happy Birthday to Danson 唐禹哲
Does anyone notice that Danson 
is slightly similar look like
my Bii? LOLs 

Anyway,
Hope God will be there for me
God Bless Everyone

                                                       
                                                                                              -Love,
                                                                                                Emiko

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