Happy Valentine Day

 

Happy Valentine's Day everyone

for my Valentine's Day I don't have a bf to celebrate with

who says have no boyfriends can't celebrate Valentine's Day?

I'm celebrating with Dora, my roommate,

Maybe a simple home cook dinner,

Have class as usually in the morning,

busy memorizing the notes of a Cabin Crew Mannual

Sigh...

For this Valentine's Day,

I gonna tell Senior how I feel,

Yes or No I've already guess the answer

Anyways I like my senior very much,

I like him since at first sight,

love at first sight? xD

Dear Senior, I had a crush on you since I first saw you.

I like you very much.

Your Junior,  

Emiko

Anyone can catch your eye,

but it takes someone special to catch your heart.

Wish everyone have a Romantic Valentine’s Day

&

Wish myself Happy 20^th Birthday !

This song is for everyone 

All I need is you, My Valentine ♥

July holiday

Greetings my dear bloggers,

sorry I didn't update lately, being lazy...

actually my life is kind of boring nothing special to post about.

But, I still gonna find something good to post.

Well let's talk about my holidays in 1st July-3rd July 

1st and 2nd July,

I went to my aunt's to spend time with her

you guys know that I miss her if you have follow my Facebook status

Anyways, I went to LRT station around 2pm(Lol not korean band ok? xD)

I suppose to meet my aunt at Kelana Jaya LRT station around 4:30pm

but I reached there early around 3:15pm

I walk around kelana jaya station waiting for time to passed

walk till I got bored so I looked at my watch there is still time

I sat a bus to Sunway Pyramid

Wow you have no idea how much to sit a bus to Sunway

last time it was like RM1 to get there

Now, RM4 WTH

Seriously why economic is so bad right now,

keep increasing almost everything. >.<

Furthermore, when I sat in the bus I got a text from my aunt

she said she reached Kelana Jaya LRT station 

I was like WHAT!!!

Because I already inside the bus and now aunt is at kelana jaya

= =|||

So I told aunt to go Sunway to pick me up instate,

cause taking a bus back is kind of a long way...

Really long way

I got to say I begin to hate Sunway Pyramid more and more

I don't know why, maybe because there is too much sadness in the past here

I broke up with my ex here. 

Damn the emotional. sigh.

After that went aunt came I feel my sorrow was temporarily gone

So aunt drove me to her house.

I must say this is the 4th time I went there

LOL. Even aunt can't remember how many times I've been here.

The relaxation of the breeze, the view 

ahh....so relaxing feel like I'm going to spa 

hehe.

Around 6pm, aunt bring me and my cousin Cherrie to have early dinner

we ate at a porridge restaurant, my diet is set xD

It's pretty good dinner, I must say @v@

Finished our dinner, aunt bring me to Corus Hotel in ampang

there is a Crocs Shoe Sale

Wow you guys can't imagine how many people were there 

It was like a night market here

Aunt brought around 7 or 8 pairs if I've not mistaken,

lol, I wanted to buy a pair or 2. But 1 problem, no enough cash =(

I asked my dad to come here to buy for me during the last day

and I brought 2 pairs for RM100. Cheap ^__^

When aunt collected her shoes than off we go. Back to aunt's home. 

Aunt went out after that with some friends to discuss something

 It was just me and my cousin, babysit. LOL

but not really babysit, cause my cousin already went to bed

So....no biggie xD

1st time in my life I already tired during 11pm

I was like wow, so fast went out of energy,

but I can't fall asleep cause I need to wait for aunt to come home

because her house keys or with me

So what I do? I surf the net, watching youtube, played games

LOL, so random. 

1pm++ my aunt came home

then I set my butt off the computer and relax near the balcony

the wind blow softly so relaxing..

Later on, Aunt off her computer and join me 

we talked for a moment,

aunt advice me not to have a relationship just yet,

she knows what I'm thinking,

I always wanted a relationship with someone special

but, as I said before I standby my relationship and go for friendship

But what aunt said was true,

having a relationship will lead to happiness 

But, more heartache than you ever imagine.

She told me about after she left my uncle and live alone

struggle to earn money and live life 

I cried went she told me how she suffer

for this past 2years, I really felt the pain that aunt felt.

I always stick to my aunt since 7 years old

Went out with her and hangout.

I think almost 10 over years she's been watching me grow up

I'm thankful to have her as my aunt.

Lucky me =)

2nd July

I woke up at 8:30am. Wow so early

I slept only 6 hours =-=

My eyes are puffy and dark circles were visible

Because aunt gonna bring me to a beauty fair at The Mines

walk around and get free samples 

haha. but I only got one.

And I gotted shock when my aunt become a model to help her friend

She's so pretty. Of course what my aunt xD

LMAO.

Isn't she lovely. Model Post xD

Later I went home by bus and cab 

T.I.R.E.D-ING

But I enjoyed spending time with her.

Today is 4th of July so you know what that means?

F.I.R.E.W.O.R.K.S 

You just gotta ignite the light

And let it shine

Just own the night

Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework

Come on show 'em what you're worth

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework

Come on let your colors burst

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Love,  

 Emiko

Almost lose to myself

I almost lose to myself

all the negative thoughts are around me

last week monday till friday

I did not sleep well, I'm having insomia.

I tried went to bed early, but I end up turning right and left

What's the reason?

SIMPLE. Him.

I shouldn't have view his profile

A simple "I love you" these 3 words to his girl,
I barely had a heartache

This words keep on my mind occupied

and made me can't sleep till 3am.

I suffering from not getting enough sleep for 5 days.

I keep blaming myself

why am I so stupid? why I keep thinking of him for what reason?
5 days in row

I've been thinking of all my friends and aunt's advice

I keep lecturing myself everynight.

But think again. I can't hide away from the truth

God open up my eyes tell me to forget him,

FULLY let him go.

One day my aunt called and bring me to a course

It's called "Visiber"

she asked me to overnight at her house too.

"It's like a dream come true!! haha"

I keep on complaining that I wanted to go to my aunt's house for visit

finally!! I got that chance. ^^

Aunt's house is like a spa for relaxation

It's stress-free

It's peaceful-free

It's release my tension too. For me I mean xD

 I enjoyed the breeze there.

 RELAXING

That night itself, I thought I gonna had insomia again.

but it didn't happend at all. I sleep quite early 12am xD

At else 12am not 3am

Next morning I got up early around 6:45am

WOW! I can wake up early! @v@

Miracle! LOL

I attented the course for 4 hours

it's interesting. Because "Visible" help me understand

who I am, what kind of people I am.

I want to change myself! I need confident! I need to move on!

I've got that chance thanks to "Visible" and especially my aunt.

Anyways I had fun, what a fun experience!

And I can sleep soundly now

Hope it won't happened again.

INSOMIA PLEASE DON'T BOTHER ME AGAIN.

As for MY LOVELY AUNT

Dear Aunt, thanks for supporting me through out everything

I am happy that you're my aunt that I can count on.

Please do take care of your health and drink plenty of water.

I ♥ you.

Emiko