♥ The word "FOREVER"

The word "Forever"

In early teenage life,

I always believe the word FOREVER is the way to happiness

I thought wrong. I have experience and analysis a lot.

From my friends and even myself.

Relationships are always up and down.

 They kept saying, the word "forever".

if you said the word, you must mean it!

Not just say then later on just act like nothing happened.

YOU! ( You know who you are)

 don't you ever say "will forever de la."

 IN FRONT OF ME

Hello! Do you know what's the meaning of forever a not?

don't you bullshit me la.

I'm very sensitive when you treat forever is just plain normal word to use.

PISS ME OFF!! 

FOREVER is a commitment for me

FOREVER means ETERNITY

I prefer Always.

It means Continuously.

just like a river flowing forward and never looking back.

CNY 2010

Well As I say Chinese New Year's eve was horrible,

Till 1st day of Chinese New Year

Let's get angpau ^^

1st day of CNY/Valentine's Day look~

sorry the sunlight is too bright xD

Nice?

Went to grandparents house

get angpau..grateful I have them

no matter how much is inside.

I still happy that what I receive~

2nd Day of CNY

Mom invited Aunty Dorin to our house to celebrate my birthday

 along with Justin, Nigel and Russell.

Boys huh? hehe...I invited Monique to accompany me

Lonely if she's not there. At else we have our girl talk^^

My room: Photos of me and monique

LOL. Crazy right?

But I love it.

Anyway presents.

The pencil case from Monique.

The brown box from Aunty Dorin

Nice. I love it. Especially the Brown box.

I was shock when I open it.

At first I thought is a Wine Case or some sort

but...inside containts

THIS..

OMG I love it. I love it

Big Thanks to Aunty, Justin, Nigel and Russell...

Even though not much people nor my friends wish me Happy Birthday

  I can't blame them cause is the 2nd day of CNY.

Anyway I'm happy. Happy to have so much blessing from God.

Anyway Happy Birthday to me,

and all friends who were born on February~

Later on, Dad going to bring me shopping,

he owe me presents!!! wakakaka~

Is a nightmare

Yesterday the crazy neighbour from the 3rd floor,

trying to "harass" us again.

God of all days, Chinese New Year/Valentine's day eve

He use a hammer and knock our front door

Mom, William (my brother) and me,

wondered why there was knocking sounds from the front door.

must be the crazy fella.

I scared till I don't how to describe it

Call my dad from work for help.

when dad arrived we call for security.

Dad was furious and punched him

Crazy fella was not sorry for what he did.

In fact he wanted to fight my dad too.

This case had happened a lot of times

we already made police report for 4 times

no action has been taken.

He throw eggs at our front door,

when our whole family were unavailable

even at my mom's car.

Spoiled our front door using hammer

The reason is he said he heard noices that we make

Especially me. Because my room below is his.

If I accidently drop something,

 he would use a water bottle and throw up to the ceiling

( MEANS A WARNING THAT I MAKE A SOUND)

OMG, I can't take this pressure any longer

what have I done to deserve this.

Even though I'm scared I realize that I can't count on people,

I need to be strong, have the courage to be steady

Who will be there with me?

Answer is God himself.

Only he can protect me from fear.

Nobody would understand

Even though we tell them

they just wouldn't care...(Some people)

The path I chose

I really don't no where to start..

LOL. Well comes with Good and Bad days

Let's leave the bad behind

Good things happened? Not much,

feel kind of moody lately

because of something bothering me

Friendship. Unbreakable. No need to choose.

Just a little argument then don't speak to each other?

Nonsense!! Don't do that! Forgive each other and move on!

Love?

 Wonder when Love Cupid is gonna help me out

CUPID..help me la^^

Advice

You have chose who you want to Love.

Even though the result may be bad or good.

Keeps holding on by being who you are

      

                                       - Jun (EMO stylist said to me)

                   

In movies

"People may say bad things about you,

but you must never say bad things about yourself.

When love goes wrong,

nothing goes right."

-Mike Myres Love Guru Movie

"If you want answers, ask directly.

Don't be afraid to ask." -My sister QV ^^

Past

All the experience that I had.

 Till I decided to give up.

Present 

let's just wait and see.

I leave it to HOPE and FATE.

God is my glory of light. He may lead the way.

I must choose my path.

MY TARGET LIST

Contact Lens

-On the way, Get it on monday~

Cosmetic

-Thanks to daddy ^^

Hair treatment

-must save RM70 for it =)

A Trip for my birthday (With Evon and her BF)

-Both of you, thanks a lot.

Keep FIT

-Eat less already.

Exercise 30 minutes a day

-YES. Need'cha

Don't get sick

-Going to be. Ask the weather.

New Outfit

-Seacrhing...Brought one outfit by online.

 But, still seacrhing for the right one.

When I'm depressed. I may give up.

I don't care about people's opinion

I had enough of this. This is my choice.

I decide to keep going on that what I have plan.

To be happy with no regrets for the rest of my life!