New Me 2013

 

Is such a long time I didn't update my blog

Kind of lazy and so many things happened this year.

2013

Hmm seems like just 3months but feels like it never happened

LOL, anyways I'm officially 21years old, Imagine, I'm older.

Have to keep looking young I don't want to look old (Scared) xD

Nothing much this year but there is one thing I've changed

remember I said before I likeD my senior?

Well I'm decided to let him go, is impossible to be with him

Number 1-He is popular in so many ways, 

is just too difficult to get his attention.

Number 2- Yes he has looks and all but I've lots of doubts in him,

when he flirts with someone I really will go depressed all the way

Number 3- What I did for him before is my effort if he can't see it,

then I have to stop trying. Because is useless to put effort on someone

 who didn't even look me in the eye and talked to me.

Senior, I'm sorry because you are really difficult to understand, your popularity,

you shine very bright till I can't even bare to stay clinging on you. Sometimes,

I feel bad that I even did something you don't like. Whenever I text you, 

you don't reply much and sometimes ignore me. You're a great person, but

maybe you're not into a girl like me. 

Skip the topic, I got sick quite often recently since the beginning of the year.

Reason? Simple changed of weather in Kuwait Humid and cold.

Still remember I got really sick, nose blocked, no voice and sore throat.

 I wanted to find my roomate to go clinic with me

In the end I didn't go because I'm exhausted and fell asleep in the end.

The next day I need to go to the office to do paper work

Is like counting on myself to hold on and be strong.

Then I was on the way to deal with my exit permit for my leaved on February,

I went to the cafeteria and ate breakfast, and I saw a friend of mine. A steward.

 Very nice guy, I flew with him last year October 2012 operated a flight together, 

to Bangkok. At first when I see him I don't find him interesting to talked to.

But times goes by we get along, is funny when you think something it turn up another way.

I remembered I was depressed at that time with my senior, argument between my roomate

I ask him for advice and he has the same similar situation to deal with my case.

That's why we talked usually is my personal problem.

Anyway back to the cafeteria, he was having airport standby

(which is wait for 4hours if didn't get pulled for a flight is boring xD)

But is good that I bump into him, I was sitting at a corner whereas

 he was sitting on another table with somebody else.

After that person left he came to me and talked.

Is funny that we smile at each other plus my "sexy" voice,

Sore throat kills xD

But he doesn't mind, in fact he asked me do I need him to fetch me to a doctor

Well I didn't want to give him trouble just because of that, so I said no need.

Then he offered me a ride home instead of waiting for my public transport back home.

He is really nice, I mean like when I needed a person he was there.

Ya, we flirt on whatsapp and all but just random text. 

He asked me out after the next day when he drop me off my apartment.

The next day after my flight, I went dinner with him,

I was feeling scared at first but at the end I enjoyed having him by my side.

Then I started to like him, more and more each day.

Love really comes and go, first time of my life

I like a person who I didn't actually think of.

Life is full of wonders. God bless everyone ;)

Stay tuned next post, goodnight/morning/evening to whole world :D

Emiko ♥

Happy Birthday to someone special

Date :21/11/2012

Venue: Dome, Pavilion KL

Today I meeting my senior to celebrate his Birthday early

Because I don't have the chance to return to Kuala Lumpur during his actual birthday.

Anyways, I was nervous to see him,

I can't wait to see his face when I gave him a surprise.

Recently he was down and upsad about something,

makes me worried for him even though is non of my business

I still care for him.

I went to Dome and waited for him.

Is like so long till I called him and asked him where he is.

It seems that he was at another Dome coffee shop and I was at the entrance.

I rush and run to that coffee shop after I called him.

still no where in sight, I called him again and I keep laughing.

(I was excited actually)

After that he went out of Dome entrance and saw me

and we talked a lot (Mostly about me, lol feel guitly).

This time is just two of us,

I feel nervous and happy at the same time.

I started giving him the presents I've prepared for him 

 Taken and decorated by Senior

Aww...Senior, I'm so happy you liked my surprise.

Wish you happy birthday my special one ;)

I wish to see the smile on your face,

I wish that I was the reason behind the smile.

And surprisingly both of us are happy.

I made this for him as well. Onigiri and Tamagoyaki.

I love the smiley face but the shape is not really nice.

Didn't know how difficult it is. I know is not perfect, but oh well..

He said is cute, I hope he like it when he tasted it.

I brought him a small cake in Bread Talk.

Luckily I had a candle and a lighter.

 

Make a wish Senior.

Happy 21st Birthday, my special one. ;)

 Hope all your wishes can come true

He look so happy isn't he?

I will remember this moment forever.

 

Taken by me

 Taken by him.

I invited him to my 21st birthday next year.

I wish he would attend.

God bless, hope my wishes can come true.

Emiko

Off to Kuwait

 

Time flies and I'm leaving soon,

I going to miss my friends and families

this few days I've been hanging out with my friends a lot

because they don't want me to leave =')

Is difficult to see their sad faces,

is just like a few knifes cut through my veins

I tell myself no matter how hard it is, don't ever cry in front of them.

TO MY CLOSE FRIENDS

To Nikki: Piggie, You're more than a friend, and as a sister to me

spending time with you going shopping having lunch together

is the most precious moments of all. Love & Miss you my piggie ♥

 To Double EE (EE LENG): 

Double EE, you bring me knowledge, support, and courage.

You guide me through the obstacles and lead me to success,

Love and miss you Double EE. ♥

 To my dear KTM (YEN YEE):

Dear KTM, you always smile like this every morning in college,

I will always remember the smile and laughter,

I will bring your smile and keep it in my heart. Love and miss you ♥

 Our friendship will never change, 

I will always cherish the moments with you ♥

 To Sharon:

You and I spend time together since we're in secondary school,

we went through happiness & sadness together and overcome it,

you're my dear one, please don't forget that. Love you always. ♥

 To 安妮
虽然我们俩没见过面，但，我把你当好姐妹一样的疼爱
我知道你这几天不开心，我也安慰不了你
但是，就算难过，也要记得笑。因为你的笑容是最美的
过去的，就让他过去吧。Dar，加油 ^-^

 

To Hurston Lee:

你要好好照顾自己...不要再为了伤心的事情而折磨自己了

不必为不值得的人难过，要记得你永远是最棒的

我相信，你会当一个优秀的发型师的。

我支持你哦！Fighting! Mr. Simple ^0^

 

To JianLin:

Don't think about the past anymore, think more for the future.

Less sadness and more happiness come upon you. 

Babe, you're beautiful. Don't forget that! Love you.

To Wayne Chew:

You're always happy and hyper mood when I get to know you,

you're kind and a gentle friend I ever met. 

Thank you for guiding me through secondary exams.

I had fun hanging out with you, will miss you dearly =)

To Kevim Chong:

Thanks for your time and bring kah yee to see me in person,

although you always bully me and "zat" me all the time

but you're a good friend. I will never forget you as well. =)

To Kah Yee

Thanks for meeting me before I go, I know you been busy and all

but you still free out your time for me. Thank you jie! ^_^ ♥

 To my senior AR.C

Hehe..met you a couple of times is the best moments of all

never knew I would meet you in person in college. You're the best senior of all

guide me through coursework and lead me to good grades. 

I will never forget Senior, hope when I return would have a chance to yamcha with you.

See you, Junior will always remember and miss Senior. (先輩 だいすき　よ) ^_^

All friends all like my family I will never forget my moments with them

Goodbye and Take care to the people I care & love most!

P.s: To some of my friends that is not on my list, 

I didn't put up your picture doesn't mean I don't care, 

 because is kind of rush to list all of y'all and too many to write on my blog.

Please understand, love all of y'all.

Emiko ^__^

Mission Complete

Picture of the day

Sorry for my tired eyes, I'm not well this days

I've gave the present to my senior that I prepared for so long.

I'm so nervous to get to see him again,

early in the morning, I went to class as usual

then I gone off early to Time Square to buy a slice of cake for senior

I don't really know which flavor he likes

I just know that he loves chocolate.

I brought a chocolate fudge cake for him

since my cousin said it's delicious 

I asked the waiter for a candle, but he didn't put in

I was so freaking pissed. 

But still manage to combine the present along,

Taadaa~

Total 3 present inside.

this picture is taken in my friend's car, her name is Nikki.

Thanks piggy girl who accompany me to chat and wait.

2:00pm

I told Nikki to go home first cause her face quite tired

so I went to library to meet Elaine and Yee Ling 

while waiting for senior's sms.

3:00pm..

Still waiting...no sign of senior's sms or called,

so I called him instate, he was at the library block, 6th floor.

After I called I went straight up and meet him.

I'm so nervous, can't think straight.

going up one by one floor,

then finally 6th floor...

when the lift door opens

He's already outside waiting for me

*Happy* ^0^

We chat a little, I'm trying to make a joke just to see him smile.

and he did.

Later on he wanted to rush back to class

for a final revision before his final exam,

Good luck to him. Pray hard and hope he would get straight A =)

Thanks Senior for support and meet. 

♥

28th October

 

28th October 2011

 I have class as usual,

When the moment I woke up my mind was thinking of you

during college days, I wish that I can see you in person again.

LOL, just think of you really cheer me up a lot,

LRT was hell in the morning, the crowed is getting worst

Reached college

I'm having principle of marketing class

the lecturer gave us a coursework, the worst thing is do it individually

My mind was like 

"Oh...man how am I gonna do this? Senior help me, I need you >.<||"

After the end of class I went out to join my classmates for lunch

I was walking along the classroom hall way and then my friend stopped me

by saying "Hey! is your Senior"

I turn around and there he was,

he smiled and said hi to me

I was surprise when he's actually right in front of me

We're in the same floor. 

His class was at room A, mine was room E

LOL.

It was awesome to meet him,

I even asked him about how to do the coursework 

He explain to me and I was looking at his eyes, 

and he guide and explain word per word.

Standing right next to him the feeling was awesome.

the shocking thing is I even saw his twin brother as well

I'm shocked that they really look alike, even their voice

except their hair, one is dyed in brown one is natural black

It was nice that Senior's brother said "Hi"

Anyway is nice to meet him as well

They are both my seniors =)

Thanks to faith that I met him 

I couldn't forget this day

"Senior C, hope you get well soon from your flu." =)