New Me 2013

 

Is such a long time I didn't update my blog

Kind of lazy and so many things happened this year.

2013

Hmm seems like just 3months but feels like it never happened

LOL, anyways I'm officially 21years old, Imagine, I'm older.

Have to keep looking young I don't want to look old (Scared) xD

Nothing much this year but there is one thing I've changed

remember I said before I likeD my senior?

Well I'm decided to let him go, is impossible to be with him

Number 1-He is popular in so many ways, 

is just too difficult to get his attention.

Number 2- Yes he has looks and all but I've lots of doubts in him,

when he flirts with someone I really will go depressed all the way

Number 3- What I did for him before is my effort if he can't see it,

then I have to stop trying. Because is useless to put effort on someone

 who didn't even look me in the eye and talked to me.

Senior, I'm sorry because you are really difficult to understand, your popularity,

you shine very bright till I can't even bare to stay clinging on you. Sometimes,

I feel bad that I even did something you don't like. Whenever I text you, 

you don't reply much and sometimes ignore me. You're a great person, but

maybe you're not into a girl like me. 

Skip the topic, I got sick quite often recently since the beginning of the year.

Reason? Simple changed of weather in Kuwait Humid and cold.

Still remember I got really sick, nose blocked, no voice and sore throat.

 I wanted to find my roomate to go clinic with me

In the end I didn't go because I'm exhausted and fell asleep in the end.

The next day I need to go to the office to do paper work

Is like counting on myself to hold on and be strong.

Then I was on the way to deal with my exit permit for my leaved on February,

I went to the cafeteria and ate breakfast, and I saw a friend of mine. A steward.

 Very nice guy, I flew with him last year October 2012 operated a flight together, 

to Bangkok. At first when I see him I don't find him interesting to talked to.

But times goes by we get along, is funny when you think something it turn up another way.

I remembered I was depressed at that time with my senior, argument between my roomate

I ask him for advice and he has the same similar situation to deal with my case.

That's why we talked usually is my personal problem.

Anyway back to the cafeteria, he was having airport standby

(which is wait for 4hours if didn't get pulled for a flight is boring xD)

But is good that I bump into him, I was sitting at a corner whereas

 he was sitting on another table with somebody else.

After that person left he came to me and talked.

Is funny that we smile at each other plus my "sexy" voice,

Sore throat kills xD

But he doesn't mind, in fact he asked me do I need him to fetch me to a doctor

Well I didn't want to give him trouble just because of that, so I said no need.

Then he offered me a ride home instead of waiting for my public transport back home.

He is really nice, I mean like when I needed a person he was there.

Ya, we flirt on whatsapp and all but just random text. 

He asked me out after the next day when he drop me off my apartment.

The next day after my flight, I went dinner with him,

I was feeling scared at first but at the end I enjoyed having him by my side.

Then I started to like him, more and more each day.

Love really comes and go, first time of my life

I like a person who I didn't actually think of.

Life is full of wonders. God bless everyone ;)

Stay tuned next post, goodnight/morning/evening to whole world :D

Emiko ♥

Happy Birthday to someone special

Date :21/11/2012

Venue: Dome, Pavilion KL

Today I meeting my senior to celebrate his Birthday early

Because I don't have the chance to return to Kuala Lumpur during his actual birthday.

Anyways, I was nervous to see him,

I can't wait to see his face when I gave him a surprise.

Recently he was down and upsad about something,

makes me worried for him even though is non of my business

I still care for him.

I went to Dome and waited for him.

Is like so long till I called him and asked him where he is.

It seems that he was at another Dome coffee shop and I was at the entrance.

I rush and run to that coffee shop after I called him.

still no where in sight, I called him again and I keep laughing.

(I was excited actually)

After that he went out of Dome entrance and saw me

and we talked a lot (Mostly about me, lol feel guitly).

This time is just two of us,

I feel nervous and happy at the same time.

I started giving him the presents I've prepared for him 

 Taken and decorated by Senior

Aww...Senior, I'm so happy you liked my surprise.

Wish you happy birthday my special one ;)

I wish to see the smile on your face,

I wish that I was the reason behind the smile.

And surprisingly both of us are happy.

I made this for him as well. Onigiri and Tamagoyaki.

I love the smiley face but the shape is not really nice.

Didn't know how difficult it is. I know is not perfect, but oh well..

He said is cute, I hope he like it when he tasted it.

I brought him a small cake in Bread Talk.

Luckily I had a candle and a lighter.

 

Make a wish Senior.

Happy 21st Birthday, my special one. ;)

 Hope all your wishes can come true

He look so happy isn't he?

I will remember this moment forever.

 

Taken by me

 Taken by him.

I invited him to my 21st birthday next year.

I wish he would attend.

God bless, hope my wishes can come true.

Emiko

Happy Photo Valentine Day/相片亲人节快乐

 

Happy Photo Valentine Day ♥

14/9 相片情人节快乐 ♥♥♥

谢谢你那么关心我，

这是我收到最棒礼物。

Senior，

你的支持，

你的advice都是我的动力 

让我往前走，而且不放弃的往前走下去

 你的在意，让我觉得安心

♥ 너무보고싶어♥

♥ あなたが恋しいです♥

 

♥ I drenched in your love 

I'm no longer able to hold it back...

♥ Emiko

I drenched in your love

 

08th September 2012

Today is the most happiest day of my life

I've a lunch date with my Senior.

I prepared to pass him the Gucci Bag he asked me to help him purchased

 

The Gucci Bag and some souvenir for Senior

This is what's in the Body Shop Bag

Inside:

Toblerone Chocolate

GuyLian Chocolate 

Hard Rock Badge

Bye Bye Fever

 

Senior said he's sick, 

when he posted a picture of him instagram

I feel bad when his sick, I'm worried about him

when he drink alcohol while his recovering,

 I will advice him to drink some home remedy.

 So I went to 7-Eleven to buy him the Bye Bye fever

Hope it helps senior.

Out out here we go,

I met him in Fahrenheit 88

I went out with his Gucci Bag people are staring at me

Like I'm a rich girl, lol, even people are gossiping

Anyways after I've reached,

 I was surprise he bring his twin brother along

LOL, actually I can differentiate which is Senior

and his brother. Honestly his brother really nice 

both of them are.

We went to Sushi Zanmai 

Yummy I'm loving this 

This sushi is Senior and his brother order,

 but all of us share share. 

Actually I'm nervous to have 2 guys in front of me eating,

but I feel save ;)

Senior's brother is very talkative person, 

I can see why Senior said his smart

he is not just smart he is a stylish person

 Aka "Style-lo"

For my senior,

I just think his a wonderful person.

Whenever he smiles and laugh I will feel happy

I really missed the times we had today.

After lunch we went for a short walk to shopping center

Let's view view :D

They were like "Which clothes to choose?" :D

So cute right? Look at the Gucci Bag on Senior's hand

and his brother with the body shop bag 

Haha, I'll be the camwhore person

Senior's brother choosing clothes 

like I said for me his a style-lo person.

I guess every person has a specialty 

Here is senior Camwhore 

Thank you senior and senior's brother of your time

I really thankful for this day,

my wish come true for I had lunch with senior.

Is rare and difficult to ask him out.

Consider myself lucky. I feel lucky to had lunch with him

I miss spending time with him

I wish to have a date with him again...

Sigh..I still can't stop thinking of senior, I miss him very much

But, I can't said it out.

I miss his incoming call...

I miss when he whatsapp me...

I miss when he laugh on the phone...

I miss him when he said I'm cute...

When minutes become hours
When days become years
And I don’t know where you are
Color seems so dull without you

I’m drenched in your love
I’m no longer able to hold it back

I miss you.. Senior

Your words means everything to me

 

If only you knew your words meant so much to me

Even though you want to meet me to get your Gucci Bag from me

Yes, finally I helped you got your bag you always wanted

In an exchange I want to have lunch with you

Is it too much to ask one day of your time?

I'm coming to KL for few days 

and you still have plans after you treat me lunch

Can I ever receive this message again in the future?

Do you know how happy I am to receive your call?

Do you know how touched I am when you say I'm cute?

 

Why can't you see how much I miss you?

Why can't you see how much I care for you?

I miss you!

I miss you!

I MISS YOU,  

Senior ♥♥♥

 

 

Emiko♥

 

London Trip

First time left Malaysia and went to London for holiday with my family

Is a great experience to visit different countries.

I left home at 3:15am and flu to Kuwait for 6hrs
after that we transit to London 8hrs later.

 

 

There are all branded and real.
My dad told me that Kuwait can't sell things that are fake,
especially branded items



Here are some London Pictures

I even visited Madame Tussauds

Captain Jack Sparrow

The Terminator AKA Arnold Schwarzenegger

 Me and Shrek

Edward Cullen!
 

 

Hey! Don't you push me! :P

 Lady Diana =)

 Prince William

My childhood crush

Michael, I hope you are happy that I've seen you in "real" person,

I love you always. Wish you a merry christmas in heaven =')

 Lady GAGA. Can't read my poker face huh? xD


That's all for now guys, there are too many pictures to upload,
and this are the good ones. Teehee.


I wish everyone

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

 

 

"One day, I going to tell you face to face, I have feelings for you"

-Emiko

July holiday

Greetings my dear bloggers,

sorry I didn't update lately, being lazy...

actually my life is kind of boring nothing special to post about.

But, I still gonna find something good to post.

Well let's talk about my holidays in 1st July-3rd July 

1st and 2nd July,

I went to my aunt's to spend time with her

you guys know that I miss her if you have follow my Facebook status

Anyways, I went to LRT station around 2pm(Lol not korean band ok? xD)

I suppose to meet my aunt at Kelana Jaya LRT station around 4:30pm

but I reached there early around 3:15pm

I walk around kelana jaya station waiting for time to passed

walk till I got bored so I looked at my watch there is still time

I sat a bus to Sunway Pyramid

Wow you have no idea how much to sit a bus to Sunway

last time it was like RM1 to get there

Now, RM4 WTH

Seriously why economic is so bad right now,

keep increasing almost everything. >.<

Furthermore, when I sat in the bus I got a text from my aunt

she said she reached Kelana Jaya LRT station 

I was like WHAT!!!

Because I already inside the bus and now aunt is at kelana jaya

= =|||

So I told aunt to go Sunway to pick me up instate,

cause taking a bus back is kind of a long way...

Really long way

I got to say I begin to hate Sunway Pyramid more and more

I don't know why, maybe because there is too much sadness in the past here

I broke up with my ex here. 

Damn the emotional. sigh.

After that went aunt came I feel my sorrow was temporarily gone

So aunt drove me to her house.

I must say this is the 4th time I went there

LOL. Even aunt can't remember how many times I've been here.

The relaxation of the breeze, the view 

ahh....so relaxing feel like I'm going to spa 

hehe.

Around 6pm, aunt bring me and my cousin Cherrie to have early dinner

we ate at a porridge restaurant, my diet is set xD

It's pretty good dinner, I must say @v@

Finished our dinner, aunt bring me to Corus Hotel in ampang

there is a Crocs Shoe Sale

Wow you guys can't imagine how many people were there 

It was like a night market here

Aunt brought around 7 or 8 pairs if I've not mistaken,

lol, I wanted to buy a pair or 2. But 1 problem, no enough cash =(

I asked my dad to come here to buy for me during the last day

and I brought 2 pairs for RM100. Cheap ^__^

When aunt collected her shoes than off we go. Back to aunt's home. 

Aunt went out after that with some friends to discuss something

 It was just me and my cousin, babysit. LOL

but not really babysit, cause my cousin already went to bed

So....no biggie xD

1st time in my life I already tired during 11pm

I was like wow, so fast went out of energy,

but I can't fall asleep cause I need to wait for aunt to come home

because her house keys or with me

So what I do? I surf the net, watching youtube, played games

LOL, so random. 

1pm++ my aunt came home

then I set my butt off the computer and relax near the balcony

the wind blow softly so relaxing..

Later on, Aunt off her computer and join me 

we talked for a moment,

aunt advice me not to have a relationship just yet,

she knows what I'm thinking,

I always wanted a relationship with someone special

but, as I said before I standby my relationship and go for friendship

But what aunt said was true,

having a relationship will lead to happiness 

But, more heartache than you ever imagine.

She told me about after she left my uncle and live alone

struggle to earn money and live life 

I cried went she told me how she suffer

for this past 2years, I really felt the pain that aunt felt.

I always stick to my aunt since 7 years old

Went out with her and hangout.

I think almost 10 over years she's been watching me grow up

I'm thankful to have her as my aunt.

Lucky me =)

2nd July

I woke up at 8:30am. Wow so early

I slept only 6 hours =-=

My eyes are puffy and dark circles were visible

Because aunt gonna bring me to a beauty fair at The Mines

walk around and get free samples 

haha. but I only got one.

And I gotted shock when my aunt become a model to help her friend

She's so pretty. Of course what my aunt xD

LMAO.

Isn't she lovely. Model Post xD

Later I went home by bus and cab 

T.I.R.E.D-ING

But I enjoyed spending time with her.

Today is 4th of July so you know what that means?

F.I.R.E.W.O.R.K.S 

You just gotta ignite the light

And let it shine

Just own the night

Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework

Come on show 'em what you're worth

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework

Come on let your colors burst

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Love,  

 Emiko