New Me 2013

 

Is such a long time I didn't update my blog

Kind of lazy and so many things happened this year.

2013

Hmm seems like just 3months but feels like it never happened

LOL, anyways I'm officially 21years old, Imagine, I'm older.

Have to keep looking young I don't want to look old (Scared) xD

Nothing much this year but there is one thing I've changed

remember I said before I likeD my senior?

Well I'm decided to let him go, is impossible to be with him

Number 1-He is popular in so many ways, 

is just too difficult to get his attention.

Number 2- Yes he has looks and all but I've lots of doubts in him,

when he flirts with someone I really will go depressed all the way

Number 3- What I did for him before is my effort if he can't see it,

then I have to stop trying. Because is useless to put effort on someone

 who didn't even look me in the eye and talked to me.

Senior, I'm sorry because you are really difficult to understand, your popularity,

you shine very bright till I can't even bare to stay clinging on you. Sometimes,

I feel bad that I even did something you don't like. Whenever I text you, 

you don't reply much and sometimes ignore me. You're a great person, but

maybe you're not into a girl like me. 

Skip the topic, I got sick quite often recently since the beginning of the year.

Reason? Simple changed of weather in Kuwait Humid and cold.

Still remember I got really sick, nose blocked, no voice and sore throat.

 I wanted to find my roomate to go clinic with me

In the end I didn't go because I'm exhausted and fell asleep in the end.

The next day I need to go to the office to do paper work

Is like counting on myself to hold on and be strong.

Then I was on the way to deal with my exit permit for my leaved on February,

I went to the cafeteria and ate breakfast, and I saw a friend of mine. A steward.

 Very nice guy, I flew with him last year October 2012 operated a flight together, 

to Bangkok. At first when I see him I don't find him interesting to talked to.

But times goes by we get along, is funny when you think something it turn up another way.

I remembered I was depressed at that time with my senior, argument between my roomate

I ask him for advice and he has the same similar situation to deal with my case.

That's why we talked usually is my personal problem.

Anyway back to the cafeteria, he was having airport standby

(which is wait for 4hours if didn't get pulled for a flight is boring xD)

But is good that I bump into him, I was sitting at a corner whereas

 he was sitting on another table with somebody else.

After that person left he came to me and talked.

Is funny that we smile at each other plus my "sexy" voice,

Sore throat kills xD

But he doesn't mind, in fact he asked me do I need him to fetch me to a doctor

Well I didn't want to give him trouble just because of that, so I said no need.

Then he offered me a ride home instead of waiting for my public transport back home.

He is really nice, I mean like when I needed a person he was there.

Ya, we flirt on whatsapp and all but just random text. 

He asked me out after the next day when he drop me off my apartment.

The next day after my flight, I went dinner with him,

I was feeling scared at first but at the end I enjoyed having him by my side.

Then I started to like him, more and more each day.

Love really comes and go, first time of my life

I like a person who I didn't actually think of.

Life is full of wonders. God bless everyone ;)

Stay tuned next post, goodnight/morning/evening to whole world :D

Emiko ♥