I'm stress out

Money

Who doesn't want money?

How much money can I affort?

I don't no..

I really stress out...

Stress out in tears.

I always think buying something that I wanted

Just go ahead and buy without thinking

But now,

when i think I going to buy something that is over RM1K

I blured out.

I kept thinking

Why RM1K such a small digit for me

BUT, with so many bank notes to pay

Im going to turn 9teen and yet,

now having money problem...=(

I promised my parents that I would give them money

when I work and get my salary

Till now, 

I still haven't done what I said.

I like to think big that I can buy anything,

but now, I can't even effort to pay.

My mind is so blank

I don't no how to overcome this pressure

THE STRESS is so hard to handle 

You'll always be

*♥*27/1/2010*♥*

Today my dear Aunt May came to visit me,

since we didn't see each other for so long

I thought I can motified myself see does my aunt till recognize me

"Dear Aunt do you know I get my hair done,

and look the best to see you?" =)

Ever since my uncle & my aunt seperated.

I didn't see her for so long,

 texting each other

but we lost contact once due to my phone got stolen

Is so nice of her to drop by to see me

*touching*

My dear aunt you changed a lot

you look fabulous,

you look more and more fair then ever.

I really wish we can spend more time together

Cause I really do missed you and worried about you 

No matter what happens,

good or bad

You're always be my one and only Aunty May

Nobody can replace you in my heart.

Keep in touch ok? I love you~

I gonna work hard,

earn more income to buy my new phone

Using my hard earn money

RM2100...

Galaxy S wait for me ok? ♥

*♥*Second*♥*

This picture is for my 1st love,

I wanted to tell you that I'm offically letting you go,

It been so long till I make this decision,

I been so mess up..

Due to my feelings towards you,

when I tell you I love you,

I really meant what I say,

even though you don't care.

I been loving you for 470days

Waiting for you for 136days

Missing you for 136days

I proof to you, to myself

that what we have is limited yet special,

sadness, pain, happiness and love

I don't regret.

I don't regret falling in love with you.

Lucas Lee Em Hao,

I love you.  

This is really goodbye,

I have put away our pictures, our memories in a box

I'm not going to throw away the memories

But keep it aside.

I'm sorry for giving you trouble,

I'm sorry for giving you hard time,

I'll always keep you in mind,

I'll never forget you, BUT, I meant what I said.

You're Offically Free,

I'm letting you go...

Be happy with your gal.

I really envy her,

 sometimes I even think I'm not good enough for you

as for her,

I think you guys will be full with happiness

My dear friends please

don't curse him, don't blame him,

because love is foolish.

I'll be more happier,

I'll be more stronger,

I'll be more prettier xD (Kidding)

Thanks for the memories I won't forget it.

                              -Emiko

Genting memory

❤19/1/2011❤

Today I went to genting with my family

we left genting on 11am sharp

We took a taxi to gombak station

As you can see I'm so bored ==

I put on my earphones to keep me busy

We reach genting at 1pm++

As usual a lot of people check in their hotel

we have to wait our turn

So bored to wait I keep on visit the place where "he" and I first met

Do you know waiting for me is painful?

I keep thinking about it...

Haiz...why when I see the place we first met,

why does my heart calling for you?



I keep an eye on this part of the place

keep focus and think back how happy I was

After 30minutes has passed, is not our turn to check in

Bored like hell

Look at my bro...

Keep waiting and waitng xD

until our turn, we check in and start taking pics

More pictures at facebook =)

2pm++

Is time for lunch, we ate at “好味”restaurant

4 cups of chinese tea (The cups handle look like love shape ^^)

My meal

Half Chicken for all four of us

After our meal my bro and I decided to walk around,

cause my mom wanted to sleep in the hotel

My bro and I wanted to play the outdoor theme park,

but is close due to the mist

So we just enjoy indoor boat ride

RM8 per person

When we have our boat ride

I feel like being in macau

like the Kdrama "Boys over flowers"

My bro and I pretent that we are having a nice time in macau

imagination=D

After the ride,

we got hungry again

We brought some strawberries on our way back to the hotel

On the way back

we saw a clown having a small performance

He's really cute, he's singing is great too

After he sang his song

he post for me to take a snap shot of him

Cheese ^-^

Here's the strawberries

Yummy right ^^

Around 8pm we decided to go home

mom's not feeling well.

So we spend our day at genting for 7hours

Till then until the next post =)

Saloon for new look

 ❤18/1/2011 ❤

Today I decide to have my hair dye and a hair cut,

I'm sick of staying in the past,

I keep on wondering, if I got a new haircut & got my hair dye

should it be a new begining for me?

I went to EMO+ Plus Salon

where I ask Ah Chun AKA "Jun"

to help me with my hair

The worst thing is

I don't know what colour to go for

I was confused actually

Jun started to ask me

what type of colour I wanted.

I answered:"I let you decide for me"

I trust Jun's skills.=)

He asked his assistent

"KK" and another girl from the salon

to help me dye my hair.

I saw Jun, mixing the compound of the dye colour

mix the colour till greenish colour??0-o

in my mind I can think about is....

"Would my hair turn green???"==

Anyhow they start dying my hair

around 4pm

then steam my hair for 30minutes

then re-dye my hair again after the 30minutes

Haiz...I almost fall asleep,

they put on a few songs while dying my hair,

The songs was

Heartbreaker-G dragon

Wedding Dress-Taeyang

Can't let you go even if I die-2AM

Lucifer-SHinee

how "great" was that?

LOL. All this hot songs

really makes me more confident

After one hour later++

washed & dried and then...

**POOF...**

*TAADAAA*

^-^

How I look with my new hair colour?

Does it suits me? =D

after dried my hair,

 I was waiting for Jun to have my haircut

Because Jun was cutting another customer's hairdo

and then it was my turn,

Jun told me he choose this colour due to my skintone??

He says that this colour would make my skintone look more clear and fair

haha. Jun you really know "girls" xD

After my haircut,

I went straight home.

RM180 for the haircut & haircolour service

Thanks Ah Chun & KK.

I love it *wink* ^v^

˙·٠•●♥ Currently

(Don't mind my dorky look xD)



This days I've been working, the last place I worked at time square

 was Vivo Pizza didn't turn out good.

 .｡.:*Reasons

♕ No. 1 Salary Low

♕ No. 2 Lunch is not included

♕ No. 3 The manager likes to raise her anger, and blame people...=.=

But eventually I met a lot of new friends there

Best regrards to the person below;

-Sabrina (Wai Yan)

-Kay

-Kah How

-Louis

-Omm (Vivo's head chef)

-CP (Chef of vivo)

-Citra (Chef of vivo)

-Ambar (Chef of vivo)

I really have fun working with all of you guys.

Gonna miss you guys. =)

After I went there the last time

my bro and I take a visit to Pavilion

Let the pic, do the talking

Very cool huh? of course I took the pic xD

"I wonder I could use my bottle and bang on the drum?? o-0"

"Me & my bro "= - =

"Pose again"

"Emiko. Thats me" =)

Anyways back to the topic, as I say

"Currently" =)

Currently I'm working at a shopping mall near by my house

WANGSA MALK MALL

I can walk to Wangsa Walk within 15 minutes or so.

This place is full pack of people

mostly people come here to visit the Bowling Area or The Cinema

Currently I'm working here along with my friends.

The "pig lovers" as someone says.

haha.

Michelle & Christin.

My brother and I decided to worked at Wangsa Walk,

 because my parents can fetch us home after working hours

 rather than Vivo at Time Square

Save time+Save travel fair

Anyways,

Working life is just normal as I use to it at Vivo.

Little Wok Kitchen.

The manger named Jimmy

 is more friendly compare to Vivo.

Little Wok Kitchen got provide lunch and supper for workers

Well, who will say no for food?

Maybe me, because I'm sort of a Weight Constraint type of girl

I control what I eat before becoming fat.

Think twice before you eat a lot?

My moto. =D

A few shots of me at Little Wok

"Ignore my silly look =D"

"Dorky Emiko? haha.."

Jimmy always says that I look better without my glasses on.

But I have my reason wearing them.

Teehee. ^^

I got burnt when I serve a customer's meal

(Hot plate Chicken Chop) =.=

This injury got from michelle.

She/He really can grab people lo

Haiz..my hands are ugly already

So sad =(

Back home from work pic

"Do I look innocent? xD"

 "Love my eyes?"

till then the next post...



別打開 禮物的緞帶

最初充滿期待 最後都腐敗

別打開 午夜的電臺

別讓情歌反覆再愚弄

而愛 並沒有教給我生存

只教我交易虛榮給天真

可是愛 讓我們變成陌生人

卻變不了更高尚的靈魂

不要吻我 只要抱著我

不要愛我 做我的親人

把手借我 一天一分鐘

做我最親密的親人

不是誰的情人 誰的某某某

就算我 全身濕透透

我也不再被誰 牽著鼻子走

如果我 還握住拳頭

可能我怕我的夢飛走

而愛 並不如你想的萬能

不能讓我們不再戰爭

可是愛 連慈悲也沒多慈悲

誰愛越深越容易被犧牲

不要吻我 只要抱著我

不要愛我 做我的親人

把手借我 一天一分鐘

讓我還敢做我的夢

做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄

不要吻我 只要抱著我

不要愛我 做我的親人

把手借我 一天一分鐘

讓我還敢做我的夢

做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄

●•٠✈Quick update

Emiko Xyn

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I have created a new fb.

hope you guys could add me

the new sistem sucks

I can't even ask for more then 5 friend request

stupid sistem of fb!

I hope you guys can add me

specially:

-JianLin

-Chery T

-Ar Ching

-Mico

-Shiro

-Kah Yee

-Kah How

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and more...

如果我变成回忆

累了 照惯例努力清醒着

也照惯例想你了

好怕一放心睡了

心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了

听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着

越美丽越让我忐忑

我还能珍惜什么

如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣

我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发

蹒跚牵着你 槛门上搂紧

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你

快乐 什么时候会结束呢

哪一刻是最后一刻

想把你紧紧抱着

可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣

我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发

蹒跚牵着你 槛门上搂紧

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以 让他陪你

如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不通气

顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸空隙

要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去

这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记