Happy Birthday to someone special

Date :21/11/2012

Venue: Dome, Pavilion KL

Today I meeting my senior to celebrate his Birthday early

Because I don't have the chance to return to Kuala Lumpur during his actual birthday.

Anyways, I was nervous to see him,

I can't wait to see his face when I gave him a surprise.

Recently he was down and upsad about something,

makes me worried for him even though is non of my business

I still care for him.

I went to Dome and waited for him.

Is like so long till I called him and asked him where he is.

It seems that he was at another Dome coffee shop and I was at the entrance.

I rush and run to that coffee shop after I called him.

still no where in sight, I called him again and I keep laughing.

(I was excited actually)

After that he went out of Dome entrance and saw me

and we talked a lot (Mostly about me, lol feel guitly).

This time is just two of us,

I feel nervous and happy at the same time.

I started giving him the presents I've prepared for him 

 Taken and decorated by Senior

Aww...Senior, I'm so happy you liked my surprise.

Wish you happy birthday my special one ;)

I wish to see the smile on your face,

I wish that I was the reason behind the smile.

And surprisingly both of us are happy.

I made this for him as well. Onigiri and Tamagoyaki.

I love the smiley face but the shape is not really nice.

Didn't know how difficult it is. I know is not perfect, but oh well..

He said is cute, I hope he like it when he tasted it.

I brought him a small cake in Bread Talk.

Luckily I had a candle and a lighter.

 

Make a wish Senior.

Happy 21st Birthday, my special one. ;)

 Hope all your wishes can come true

He look so happy isn't he?

I will remember this moment forever.

 

Taken by me

 Taken by him.

I invited him to my 21st birthday next year.

I wish he would attend.

God bless, hope my wishes can come true.

Emiko

Heart Speak

 

我承认我喜欢Senior

只是我不知道怎么开口

因为一旦说了"我喜欢你"

会改变了我们之间的友情..

Senior，你在Facebook说你喜欢直接

可是我就是行动证明我对你的喜欢

为什么你就是看不清？

为什么我那么难过？

为什么我那么的想念你？

I really like you a lot,

is just difficult to put in to words

I don't just want to say: "Senior，I like you"

Words are just words, but Action means everything...

why can't you see my action? Why can't you see how I feel?

I miss you till I fall for you...

I drenched in your love, I no longer able to hold myself back...

Emiko..

Happy Photo Valentine Day/相片亲人节快乐

 

Happy Photo Valentine Day ♥

14/9 相片情人节快乐 ♥♥♥

谢谢你那么关心我，

这是我收到最棒礼物。

Senior，

你的支持，

你的advice都是我的动力 

让我往前走，而且不放弃的往前走下去

 你的在意，让我觉得安心

♥ 너무보고싶어♥

♥ あなたが恋しいです♥

 

♥ I drenched in your love 

I'm no longer able to hold it back...

♥ Emiko

I drenched in your love

 

08th September 2012

Today is the most happiest day of my life

I've a lunch date with my Senior.

I prepared to pass him the Gucci Bag he asked me to help him purchased

 

The Gucci Bag and some souvenir for Senior

This is what's in the Body Shop Bag

Inside:

Toblerone Chocolate

GuyLian Chocolate 

Hard Rock Badge

Bye Bye Fever

 

Senior said he's sick, 

when he posted a picture of him instagram

I feel bad when his sick, I'm worried about him

when he drink alcohol while his recovering,

 I will advice him to drink some home remedy.

 So I went to 7-Eleven to buy him the Bye Bye fever

Hope it helps senior.

Out out here we go,

I met him in Fahrenheit 88

I went out with his Gucci Bag people are staring at me

Like I'm a rich girl, lol, even people are gossiping

Anyways after I've reached,

 I was surprise he bring his twin brother along

LOL, actually I can differentiate which is Senior

and his brother. Honestly his brother really nice 

both of them are.

We went to Sushi Zanmai 

Yummy I'm loving this 

This sushi is Senior and his brother order,

 but all of us share share. 

Actually I'm nervous to have 2 guys in front of me eating,

but I feel save ;)

Senior's brother is very talkative person, 

I can see why Senior said his smart

he is not just smart he is a stylish person

 Aka "Style-lo"

For my senior,

I just think his a wonderful person.

Whenever he smiles and laugh I will feel happy

I really missed the times we had today.

After lunch we went for a short walk to shopping center

Let's view view :D

They were like "Which clothes to choose?" :D

So cute right? Look at the Gucci Bag on Senior's hand

and his brother with the body shop bag 

Haha, I'll be the camwhore person

Senior's brother choosing clothes 

like I said for me his a style-lo person.

I guess every person has a specialty 

Here is senior Camwhore 

Thank you senior and senior's brother of your time

I really thankful for this day,

my wish come true for I had lunch with senior.

Is rare and difficult to ask him out.

Consider myself lucky. I feel lucky to had lunch with him

I miss spending time with him

I wish to have a date with him again...

Sigh..I still can't stop thinking of senior, I miss him very much

But, I can't said it out.

I miss his incoming call...

I miss when he whatsapp me...

I miss when he laugh on the phone...

I miss him when he said I'm cute...

When minutes become hours
When days become years
And I don’t know where you are
Color seems so dull without you

I’m drenched in your love
I’m no longer able to hold it back

I miss you.. Senior

Your words means everything to me

 

If only you knew your words meant so much to me

Even though you want to meet me to get your Gucci Bag from me

Yes, finally I helped you got your bag you always wanted

In an exchange I want to have lunch with you

Is it too much to ask one day of your time?

I'm coming to KL for few days 

and you still have plans after you treat me lunch

Can I ever receive this message again in the future?

Do you know how happy I am to receive your call?

Do you know how touched I am when you say I'm cute?

 

Why can't you see how much I miss you?

Why can't you see how much I care for you?

I miss you!

I miss you!

I MISS YOU,  

Senior ♥♥♥

 

 

Emiko♥

 

Temporally

Let me miss you...

Temporally..

I miss you

so much more...

When it started? I have no idea...

Just simply miss you

                                                                                         -Emiko

20th Birthday

Firstly, Happy Birthday to myself

celebrated in Kuwait for me, I feel lonesome..

To be frank, I don't really enjoyed my birthday

People around me, even though they celebrated my birthday,

I just don't feel happy as the way I should have been...

but I'm grateful  for the surprise they gave me, 

Yasmeen & the others, my colleagues brought me a birthday PIE?!

Thanks a lot, I appreciate it.=)

I would like to thank my senior,

who gave me advices, motivate me, lift up my strengths,

is nice to hear his voice

He even wish me Happy Valentine's Day

 & Happy Birthday

I'm completely moved & touched 

I miss him so much,

I didn't get the chance to confess my feelings towards him, 

I'm a coward when it comes to love especially.

"Senior, thanks for motivating me. IMY"

Second is my aunt,

she is the first family member who wished me Happy Birthday

I really do miss her as well, for 17th Years of my life

she watched me grow up, she knows my character..

The best birthday gift ever!

 I LOVE YOU AUNT!

I'll do my best to go through this course

and enjoy my life. Peace ;)

Emiko

Off to Kuwait

 

Time flies and I'm leaving soon,

I going to miss my friends and families

this few days I've been hanging out with my friends a lot

because they don't want me to leave =')

Is difficult to see their sad faces,

is just like a few knifes cut through my veins

I tell myself no matter how hard it is, don't ever cry in front of them.

TO MY CLOSE FRIENDS

To Nikki: Piggie, You're more than a friend, and as a sister to me

spending time with you going shopping having lunch together

is the most precious moments of all. Love & Miss you my piggie ♥

 To Double EE (EE LENG): 

Double EE, you bring me knowledge, support, and courage.

You guide me through the obstacles and lead me to success,

Love and miss you Double EE. ♥

 To my dear KTM (YEN YEE):

Dear KTM, you always smile like this every morning in college,

I will always remember the smile and laughter,

I will bring your smile and keep it in my heart. Love and miss you ♥

 Our friendship will never change, 

I will always cherish the moments with you ♥

 To Sharon:

You and I spend time together since we're in secondary school,

we went through happiness & sadness together and overcome it,

you're my dear one, please don't forget that. Love you always. ♥

 To 安妮
虽然我们俩没见过面，但，我把你当好姐妹一样的疼爱
我知道你这几天不开心，我也安慰不了你
但是，就算难过，也要记得笑。因为你的笑容是最美的
过去的，就让他过去吧。Dar，加油 ^-^

 

To Hurston Lee:

你要好好照顾自己...不要再为了伤心的事情而折磨自己了

不必为不值得的人难过，要记得你永远是最棒的

我相信，你会当一个优秀的发型师的。

我支持你哦！Fighting! Mr. Simple ^0^

 

To JianLin:

Don't think about the past anymore, think more for the future.

Less sadness and more happiness come upon you. 

Babe, you're beautiful. Don't forget that! Love you.

To Wayne Chew:

You're always happy and hyper mood when I get to know you,

you're kind and a gentle friend I ever met. 

Thank you for guiding me through secondary exams.

I had fun hanging out with you, will miss you dearly =)

To Kevim Chong:

Thanks for your time and bring kah yee to see me in person,

although you always bully me and "zat" me all the time

but you're a good friend. I will never forget you as well. =)

To Kah Yee

Thanks for meeting me before I go, I know you been busy and all

but you still free out your time for me. Thank you jie! ^_^ ♥

 To my senior AR.C

Hehe..met you a couple of times is the best moments of all

never knew I would meet you in person in college. You're the best senior of all

guide me through coursework and lead me to good grades. 

I will never forget Senior, hope when I return would have a chance to yamcha with you.

See you, Junior will always remember and miss Senior. (先輩 だいすき　よ) ^_^

All friends all like my family I will never forget my moments with them

Goodbye and Take care to the people I care & love most!

P.s: To some of my friends that is not on my list, 

I didn't put up your picture doesn't mean I don't care, 

 because is kind of rush to list all of y'all and too many to write on my blog.

Please understand, love all of y'all.

Emiko ^__^

Feelings towards you

It's been a tough month.

How's everyone? I hope you guys out there are well.

This few days, I made lots of mistakes. Mistakes that are stupid enough to get myself in trouble.

When people say, I had forgotten...

When people say, I'm over it

When people say, I'm not gonna think about it

When people say, nope his just a jerk what should I care?

All lies.

I do care. I don't wanna lie anymore.

I still care for him. But it doesn't mean I gonna do something about it.

Cause it doesn't change anything. He wants freedom, I gave it to him.

I've been adding people that matual friends with my friends

Is actually fun to add. And get to know people randomly.

It's hard to find true friends in the internet,

 but I just wanna seal up my loneliness and sadness.

Now I realize I should keep a low profile,

because they're assholes. I mean real assholes.

You see I gone out to had my phone fix few days ago and there is this guy from facebook

wanted to meet me, is a coincidence that we're at the same location

I regreted. Why I met this guy in the first place.

Simply put it, I thought I can meet a guy like HIM (EX).

But I was wrong, how stupid I am.

He is totally different the way I expected.
He is rude and immature.
Simply do things that makes me wanna punch him
The worst guy I ever met. This is not my cup of tea!

I can comfirm that I can't truly love a person now.

because I'm not over my ex yet.

The person that i thought he was, I miss him. The old him.

But life goes on, maybe someone can make me even happier than he can?

I just need someone to talk to. Just to occupied my negative thoughts

I can't stay silent and doing nothing. I have to voice out. Talk to someone litterary.

The only person I can voice out and express my feelings to is my aunt.

But I can't count on her all the time, she also have work to.

I don't wanna make her worried.

I tried to make friends. Friends that is worth to make.

Hope God give me a chance with a little bit of help and luck =)

My mood right now with this song

You said you needed a little time for my mistakes

It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced

What you doin'to me

You're taking her where we used to go

Now if you're tryin' to break my heart

It's working cause you know that

That should be me holding your hand

That should be me making you laugh

That should be me this is so sad

That should be me feeling your kiss

That should be me

To him that I thought he was from me

That should be me in your arms, ILY..IMY  =(

 



 

Misses you,

Emiko

Someone

I miss you.

Is it because of loneliness till I think of you 

or

 I really do miss you

So long I don't have this feeling

why your words make me touched?

When you didn't reply my text or sms.

I was worry, and I think again

Why?

Why I cared about you not replying my sms or text?

I'm afraid as well,
afraid that I can't control myself
I told myself don't be naive
Don't trust people so easily...

Have I fail to do so?

A day without you,

is like a day without sunshine.

 I miss you. A lot ♥

Save my happy moments

It's been a long time that I last updated my blog

been busy and all

actually nothing much to write

 cause lately its been a moody month for me

Let's talk about my birthday

 ❤ 15 February 2011❤



I got a date with my dear aunt May,

teehee, excited.

So long didn't go shopping with her

I'm glad my aunt had a free time for me

especially my birthday ^^

we went to Time Square for lunch

I told you guys before,

I watch what I eat and aviod eating sweet and oily food

But since is my birthday

I give my body a break and just eat what I want =p

We went to a small restaurant call "Sweet talk"

We ordered a Pizza and desert

fattening but yummy right? xD

After that we went shopping for clothes

did I mentioned that I seldom wear skirts and dresses?

but this year I would want to change my image

Aunt had good taste with clothes

she brought me 2 dresses

one pink one beige

I really thankful to had time shopping with her,

I would want to hangout with her again sometime.

Miss her dearly right now,

I miss her hugs and kisses

Dear aunt I really having a good time,

hope we can hangout again =)

I'm having working problems lately

can't really describe it.

But I want to thank someone

 who worried and care for me when I'm down

小娴，谢谢你

当我躲在某个角落哭

只有你知道在哪里找我

鼓励我，

帮我解围当我困难的时候

总之，我真的很感谢你

我的搞笑朋友❤

♥ I miss you

I don't what else to think

just think of you

I miss you so much

Do you know?

I don't care what people said

or

Think about you

Even though you're not perfect

I still accept the way you are

I can't let go of  you

I don't no why...

I just want to let you know

You're everything to me

-Emiko♥

      

❤ Love in Disguise

21st August 2010

Went to Wangsa Walk

with Edward and my bro

woke up late...>m<

11 sumthing only wake up

cause last night sleep around 2am

Suppose to eat branch together

but Edward suddenly invite his friends

without telling us..

My bro and I were quite piss off

3:30pm

My bro having music lesson with Godmom

so left me alone 

I decided to watch movie while waiting for their lesson to end

I watch this

"Love in Disguise"

So romantic and funny

LeeHom sings one of his songs

I feel the love feeling around me

even though I watch alone.

He's music really heals me

Makes me feel that I'm not alone

I feel very touch when I watch this.

You guys should watch. It's worth it. :)

This is the song

“你不知道的事”

6:30pm

My bro class ended.

Then went back home 

suddenly I had a headache

feel cold all of a sudden

Keep using my blanket to keep me warm

maybe I been in the cinema room for too long 

freezing. Lolz

After that msn with JianLin

cause having stress need someone to talk

she also having a hard time with her bf 

She makes me worried

I hope she's fine. 

Cause she slept late last night

"Babe please don't make yourself unhappy 

don't cry

You make me worried about you last night

Please get some rest if you're tired. ok?

❤Today❤

Went market with Dad around 10:30++am

he wanted to buy breakfast and ABC's soup ingredients

So I followed keep Dad company

I don't why, finish buying things in market

suddenly I felt dizzy then my eyes became blur

blackout.>.<

Feel like want to faint

so I squat down and relax awhile

Dad is worried about me

Sorry Daddy...I give you trouble

Then I quickly went and sit in dad's car

Got no strength and my head is spining

While dad is drove me home

I was close my eyes and rest awhile

Luckily reach home

I feel better. 

  

I don't matter what you say 

you have no right to talk about my Bii

You know nothing about him

so Shut your F***King mouth

all else I going to slap you right on the face.