If I Became A Memory (Ru Guo Wo Bian Cheng Hui Yi)

It time for me to let go, Even though is hard

I have to try, let me just remember him as a memory.

Is no use for crying over, is just a Remembrance of Life

-AeoLin*eMiKreoVik-

TANK TRANSATION

Tired....
Striving hard to stay awake, according to custom
and according to custom thinking of you
I'm so afraid to be at ease and sleep
that in my dreams my heartbeat wont listen
and will just stop..

Listening...to my breath breaking like waves
the more beautiful it is, the more uneasy I become
what can I still cherish
If even my own pulse is too difficult to control?

If I become a memory
and if I withdraw from this life
you remain startled and weeping
my ice cold body unable to embrace you
and you think that I let you, who I deeply love
travel lonesomely through the sea of people
I will hate myself for being so heartless

If I become a memory and in the end wasn't that lucky
no chance to get white hair or lead you hobbling
or watch the glow of sunset
one day after a long time
you will recover from your grief
if someone can heal you, let him be with you
I wont blame you...

Happiness...when will it end?
which moment is the last moment
I want to tightly hold you
to know that in my life you are the one I'm most unwilling to part with

If I become a memory and I withdraw from this life
you remain startled and weeping
my ice cold body unable to embrace you
and you think that I let you, who I deeply love
travel lonesomely through the sea of people
I will hate myself for being so heartless

If I become a memory
and in the end,wasn't that lucky
no chance to get white hair or lead you hobbling
or watch the glow of sunset
one day after a long time you will recover from your grief
if someone can heal you let him be with you

If I become a memory
I'm most afraid of being too disappointing
stubbornly hanging in the air
to occupy your heart
every inch of it having you, the one who still loves me
painfully bear the loss, this isn't fair
please do your best to forget me...