New Begining for me`~

I want to start over..
I don't want to live a world full of sadness,
I want to be happy.

Gave "him" a birthday present early,
I decided this is the first and the last time I'm going to give him,
Slowly my heartache heal quickly,
someone give me a strength to hold on,
to be happy with.

I don't want to be uphappy,
I don't want to cry because of him,
this is the last time,
and I don't want to get hurt because of him.

I want to be happy,
but can I be happy that's the problem??
Can I trust someone again?
can I fall for someone again?
Will I get more hurt than last time?
Who knows....^__^