Hope for the Best

Sometimes I think of disappearing

hide somewhere that nobody knows me

I guess hiding is not a solution

Why I feel hatred?

Wanna ask you guys, 

am I such a troublesome girl?

Do I make you guys annoyed?

Why I feel like all the people around me

like to pretend? Saying that they care but they didn't

 I hate people say things and just forget about it

I didn't say I am pretty nor perfect

I just want to love myself

accept myself for who I am.

You think you're prettier than me

then how pretty you are?

Tell me? I want to know ^-^

When I hangout with you and a few friends,

it makes us uncomfortable

you keep hugging here and there with your BF. That's fine.

 But please don't 撒娇 in front of us when we eat la.

I know you're happy. No need to keep praising your bf

say how lucky you are...and blar blar blar

Not just that

You even criticize me having small breast

and say no boys chase me because I don't have the body

I know you have big breast la

You got the body. 

But you keep hurting my feelings

saying all the negative things that I don't want to hear

I'm just a normal girl.

I don't have the body, I'm ain't pretty.

I just average.

And on top of that I don't need you to introduce guys to me

I don't need your pity

Even you introduce, you surely intro your bf's friends

Those smoking & saying bad words type of guy

Sorry. I'm not interested. 

I already have someone in my heart that's enough for me

I don't need others, I just need him. Only Him.

I respect him for who he is.

Even though your bf better than him.

I don't care. As long as is him

I don't mind at all.

Not everyone are the same

Not everyone is perfect.

I just hope for the best

and be the best I am