Just simply missing you

This few days is been hard for me

Friends problem, then homework, exams and everything

Especially friends.

12 years of friendship

Has ended deep and clean

Maybe we just being silly

helping you

when you're having a bad time

Our friendship can't ever compare to a girl you hardly know

I guess. It's not mean to be.

Our friendship doesn't concern you anymore

We will never call you, never see your's or her face

ever again.

It is done. No need to repeat

31st of July

Our friendship ended peacfully

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So many things happened
make my gastric getting worst
the worst part is
I can't believe I gastric till I bearly stand up

Doctor said that
I can't raise my anger, once the gastric started to hurt
it I over tempered,

The posibilities of throwing up (vomiting)
Cold Sweat
and having a hard time to stand up straight
could happened anytime or anywhere

I will do my best to fight this
I keep telling myself
don't ever think about the friendship that doesn't mean anything
don't get angry whenever I see her bitchy face

Just concentrate on my studies
althought sometimes I don't have the mood
I would just think of you

My dear Bii.
You said don't think of the unhappy things
just think happy things I have before
viewing the pictures of you
really helps me is gain my strenght

Althought...

we didn't see each other

I always think of a memory

Of the first time meeting you
On May~

Genting is a place we first met

I fell deeply in love with the spot we met each other

Sometimes I even visit the place we walk together

 You keep appearing in my dreams

I wish I stay in the dream,
 where I can hold you close

Never worried of not seeing you

 I miss you so much.

Waiting for you..
to come into my dreams
Holding your hand never let go of you~

No matter how people said about you
No matter how people feel about you
I just want to say.

I love the way you are, just plain you~

You'll always be in my heart
always the special diamond
 that cannot be replaced