Friendship

I don't know why...

some people like to betray their closest friend

You helped them when they're having a hard time,

 THEN they backstab you secretly in return

when you didn't notice at all...

Recently having problems with Joe

Now,I found out another close friend of mine

let me down.

Monique and Sharon's friendship

has been "cold" for half a year now

Monique warned me, Christin, Michelle and Wendy

that Sharon is not the person that we think she is.

Now I understand why.

Monique, I'm sorry I haven't been there for you

when you need me, need all 4 of us.

We made a mistake. Can you forgive us?

You must be lonely this half year,

had a hard time having us being around you.

I promised you. I will always stand by your side.

All 4 of us would.

You pretent that you cared for me,

for christin when we're having a hard time

I didn't know you've changed so much

you're not the person I knew before

Why?

Tell me why you hurt me?

You said you wanted us to be sisters more than just friends

You said we can settle anything and any problems

You said we would help each other

Are these lies too?

I'M SORRY.

I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE 

Lies or not.

I don't want to think about it.

I just want to be happy for now

Smile happily not faking it

I don't want to make my dear close friend worried about me
Being unhappy, being stress, being sick (Gastric)

Especially Bii..
I don't want to make him worried.

I want to be happy...
Smile more....
Forget the sadness that happened...

Hope the storm of sadness will passed.
Gambateh Emiko!!!! 

Happy Hour~

Yesterday,

Yue Li and I went out to Sungai Wang and Time Square

We went there by monorail,

Around 2pm,

we went to Sungai Wang 6th Floor,

 to do some shopping ^^

Don't know how long didn't shop for clothes,

walk shop to shop. Finished shopping.

We decided to go Time Square to eat our lunch

While waiting for our order,

Yue Li and I chat alot of things,

she told me about the bitch news too from Zhan Ho.

I don't want to talk about her right now

this post is about my happy hour day,

so don't let the bitch mess it up.

After lunch, Yue Li and I seperated,

and I gather up with my brother and his friend to Wangsa Walk.

reach there around 6:30pm++

Wangsa Walk Mall

Went to the Cinema Section to find my brother,

found him buying tickets.

We watched Toy Story 3 in 3D.

LOL. Thanks Ruki and my brother for the movies.

It's was nice. Reminds me of my childhood life.

After the movie ended,

we took some pictures before returning the 3D glasses

How I look? Cool ^^

The "love birds"

LOL. Friends only I guess :)

Ruki and me :)

Had a lots of fun,

thanks for the day out you guys.

I appreciate it. Thanks.

Problems ==

I though the problem will pass,

if I don't care about it.

BUT. One thing made me mad about is,

the Bitch!!

 She told Zhan Ho that I used my uncle to take credit from the Examiner??!!!

WTF. My uncle known the Examiner because he is my uncle's Master years ago

YOU IDOIT!!!!

Walao, the examiner know my uncle means he let me pass for my uncle's sake?

you mad is it???!!!!

Eh, Bitch you don't know anything

why don't you shut your mouth.

IF you say like that,

means if I take my driving lesen my dad know the person there

then he let me pass my driving test for my father's sake la???!!

What the hell. Why don't you use your brain???!!!

I earn my black belt,

I made my effort for it, work hard for it.

I even paid the examiner for the test

is all black and white!!!!

I haven't tell my uncle about this,

if he knows, he sure find the examiner himself.

I don't want to create problem,

you make problem worst I can assure you,

you going to be sorry.

2nd Thing,

To JOE LIM.W.B.

Don't be so LC and self obsessed, can a not?

I couldn't believe what I heard from Zhan Ho.

You think I used people's feelings to get your attention?

What you talking about?
Why should I used an excuse to get your attention

Why should I waste my time?
You got mental problem is it?

Zhan Ho said that you want to show off to me 

that you can drive and had a new car and

 you got a girlfriend in collage to make me jealous?

what a stupid idea. Not interested.

WAKE UP Mister,

 I don't have feelings for you.

Don't everytime think girls obsessed or want to chase you.

You are over reacting!!!

Please change your ATTITUDE and your PERSONALITY !!!

What you heard is the truth,

My heart do belongs to someone else.

No one can replace him. NO ONE

You want to believe or not to believe is your choice.

拜托不要酱自恋好不好？

性格改一改，

不然你想追女生都追不到

Few Words to say

I want to say Congratz to Daniel

I heard he pass for his junior black test in Taekwondo

“徒弟，恭喜你。我真的为你为荣。”

I'm so proud of you. =)

As for the bitch.

I found out you got 2nd done. 1 grade higher than me

so what, take all the juniors la. I don't even care.

 I don't give a damn about it

To Sir Chua,

“师傅，I"m really sorry I didn't have time to visit you.

You teach me taekwondo since I was 12 years old, you taught me well

till I get 1st done. Thanks for remembering me, and congratulations for passing the 4th Done.”

Even though you're telling lies,

you really done it well.

"You put a quite a show, very entertaining.

But is over now, go on and jump off the clif. x)

I will never forgive you for what you done to me,

you made my life a living hell.

I don't care what Joe said about you,

or how innocent you act.

__________________________________________

有时候，

有些东西改变得了，有些却不能

我就是改变不了

我生活里，都是悲哀

我承认。

我就是天真，单纯，自私

因为这就是我

我就是Emiko.

Movie with Joe and family~

08th June 2010

12pm++

Joe, Zhi Sheng, Joe's sisters and his mom asked me to join them to Wangsa Walk Mall

So long didn't see Zhi Sheng

his my primary classmate since standard 2

Joe really know how to "arrange" time

12noon pick me up, wait for him for so long

2pm only came. ><

When I got in the car..

I saw Zhi Sheng. Walao he change a lot.

Can't recognize him

like staranger...

Then later on we only started to talk

he grew tall. 181cm? LOL. Joe seems to jealous

Even Joe's mom said Joe's plam not as big as Zhi Sheng

Even his heigh? LOL. Cheer up Joe ^-^

We went to Wangsa Walk watch Iron Man2

before watching Iron Man2. We went to have a snack.

I didn't eat at all. Cause is all spicy fried food.

I'm afraid of that kind of food.

I may throw up if my stomach couldn't stand.

So I just drink Soya Bean.

After that we went to the movies.

Joe's mom brought us 4 popcorns

8 person share. Actually 7. I didn't eat.

1 bucket-Joe's mom and his sister

2 bucket-Joe's second sister and her friend

3 bucket- Joe and his friend

Last bucket-Zhi Sheng

Zhi Sheng so syok lo

Finish the whole bucket. ^^

The movie is nice and funny.

Is normal for me to didn't eat for a day.

Use to it after the depression started at march.

Eat or don't eat I'm fine with it.

After the movie,

Joe suggested to go bowling.

Again? Oh my God, I not good at it ==

The end of the game. Zhi Sheng Won.

He's scored 111.

Me? 88 points only

After the game when to Little Wok Kitchen

Finally eat dinner. LOL

I eat Yong Chou Fried Rice.

Zhi Sheng and Joe tease me saying that I'm on diet.

Not on diet la weih. I just...no appetide. =)

Even Joe's mom said everytime when she sees me

I grew thinner and thinner. LOLS. Aunty I normal only la

Than all of us eat and gossip about Joe's life and stuff.

10:30++

When straight home.

Tired...

Do you know why I didn't eat the popcorn during the cinema?

-Because I wanted to eat it with you, my beloved

Do you know why I kept thinking of you when i play bowling?

- Cause they played "Nothing gonna change my love for you" music...

feel you're right beside me. Just the feeling

Do you know how hard it is for me to bear the feeling of missing you?

-Cause, I have fall for you. I deeply fallen for you.

Night Out~

05.06.2010

My uncle invited me and my brother to 1 utama,

sing karaoke in Neway~

Wow so exicited

Didn't went there for a very long time
since I can remember~

uncle's friends are there to join us

Actually we join them =D

all of them are MBA women

(A.K.A Married but Available)

LOL

their age around 25++

one of them 35++

You wouldn't believe how big is Neway

so nice

some more got buffet~

Let the picture do the talking

Mine ^^

My brother and Uncle's ^^

We are so hungry...

cause we safe our dinner for Neway's Buffet

=D

Eat eat eat

Hehe. According to my uncle she's a secondary school teacher

she's really nice ^^

Married.

After we eat.

The fun begins. Let's sing along

 

While they're busy singing

I went to Neway's toilet~

Take pictures

more at facebook~

go view =)

All of us sing till we "high"

later on my uncle and his friend order some

beer~

I had a few sip of beer from my uncle's

so bitter...Yuck >.<

then I decide to drink this

Kampai Alcohol Plus 5.0% Blackcurrant

Taste better than shandy~

I can tell you guys when I finish my last drop

I throw up bady when I get home

But it's fun in Neway along with uncle's friends

Join diffrent type of people

really is fun~

Hope it would turn around~

This few days really stress out

with things and all..

one thing I hate about is when I see your face,

 then you suddenly scold me

please la, I don't have time to talk to you bitch

simply scold people number one la..

You always complain how your friend betray you,

don't like you. play tricks and prank on you,

now I know what's the reason.

The reason is you're so stuck up,

you always like to talk alot and complain about your friends around you

change your character la. Even I also can't stand you..

Haiz...

I really in a bad mood lately

feeling like dying..

can't sleep well, no appetide to eat either

Because of some issue...

Personal Issues...

Haiz...hard to explain anyway

not just that even now I not in a good mood with Sharon...

When I'm stress she talk to me that

make me feel worst about some stuff

I yelled at her twice.

The first one already settle, but the second one...

Not really in good shape

Please don't fight already. Monique is enough now sharon

suffering... Hope things work out

Today,

When to "downtown"

drink coffee with my family..

I didn't eat cause my stomach is upsad...

When the waiter taking our order

sitting beside us was a bunch of aunties..

talk loudy too..so entertaining

They talk about the taiwanese movie actors

compare them and see who has the good body shape xD
and movies they discussing where to buy them

They compare Jerry Yan (言承旭), Danson Tang (唐禹哲), and faherenheit (飞轮海)
is quite funny actually so many comparing
such as: "Jerry Yan got muscle but his old wor". "Danson younger but can't really see his muscle"...>.<
When I listen I can't help it and laugh quitely.

But I think both is ok, still chosen Danson la ^^
Recently some suckers really nothing to do
prank calls and messages in Msn

Don't no who the hell!!

Please don't send and hurt my feelings ok?
I really can't stand it. If you don't stop, I will block you instantly.


My friend introduce me this song
Kesha-Your Love is My Drug...
Not really a fans of Kesha but this song
My rate: Awesome!!! ^^