28th October

 

28th October 2011

 I have class as usual,

When the moment I woke up my mind was thinking of you

during college days, I wish that I can see you in person again.

LOL, just think of you really cheer me up a lot,

LRT was hell in the morning, the crowed is getting worst

Reached college

I'm having principle of marketing class

the lecturer gave us a coursework, the worst thing is do it individually

My mind was like 

"Oh...man how am I gonna do this? Senior help me, I need you >.<||"

After the end of class I went out to join my classmates for lunch

I was walking along the classroom hall way and then my friend stopped me

by saying "Hey! is your Senior"

I turn around and there he was,

he smiled and said hi to me

I was surprise when he's actually right in front of me

We're in the same floor. 

His class was at room A, mine was room E

LOL.

It was awesome to meet him,

I even asked him about how to do the coursework 

He explain to me and I was looking at his eyes, 

and he guide and explain word per word.

Standing right next to him the feeling was awesome.

the shocking thing is I even saw his twin brother as well

I'm shocked that they really look alike, even their voice

except their hair, one is dyed in brown one is natural black

It was nice that Senior's brother said "Hi"

Anyway is nice to meet him as well

They are both my seniors =)

Thanks to faith that I met him 

I couldn't forget this day

"Senior C, hope you get well soon from your flu." =)

Special Person

 

When I'm having doubts, 

The first person I think of is you

When I'm having stress, 

The first person I would like to ask advice from is you

When I'm having tension moments, 

The first person who came across my mind is you

When I've my happy moments,

The first person I wanted to share with is you

  Every particularly moment,

All my mind would think of the person is YOU

 

Senior, 

You're the best friend that I ever have encounter,

Even though sometimes you didn't reply my messages,

you'll do your best to reply me as soon as you can

Whenever I receive your replies it really puts a smile on my face

I'm so glad I met you, I'm so lucky to have you as my friend

Thanks a lot Senior,

P.S, I heart you =P

Emiko

He make me touched

 

Yesterday,

15th October, is between me and my ex anniversary.

Just missed the times between us, the past time I mean.

Lucky thing there is someone better

   keeps me away from thinking those memories

Senior!

Well I'm the one who starts this conversation,

but every reply I received from him

It really makes me feel better.

I wanna thank him here,

"C, Thanks for replying my messages. Thanks alot!"

\^v^/

Screw up

 

I just had an accident.

Of all days. Why must today? Why now?

I was on my way driving to the LRT Station with my mom,

I have class.

While I was driving in the beginning,

everything went smoothly like the usual,

Suddenly there is a car in front of me stop all of the sudden

because of a traffic light then I also stopped with 40km miles per hour

then a motorcyclist bang behind me and got injured...

His nose bridge had a slide injury keep bleeding

I got panic and don't no what to do

I felt bad...lucky my mom beside me all else I gone insane.

It was awful...I'm felt terrible...i didn't know what happened.

Why things happened to me so fast...

I drove about 2 months then car accident happened to me today.

I'm so worried, I'm felt sorry and guilty for what happened today 

=(

Emiko

Complicated

 

 This few days I been thinking a lot,

about college, work, and personal problems

I feel like want to collapse somehow

But there is no way to hide.

I'm worried for my result for exams,

as I didn't do much studying -.-

Intro to business and Principles of management

I wonder if I'll pass. Seriously worry.

cause if I fail I don't no what to do. =(

Why I entered college?

Just for a diploma..-.-

Working benefits

Earn money with a lower positions work your way up

Oh dear, why I keep on thinking to quit my studies

and just wanted to take makeup course instate

Full of questions without answers!

 My parents, my relatives, my grandparents...

I just wanna say I'm sorry I did not put more effort in my studies and exams

Emo mode =(

Emiko

Should I be direct?

 

I don't know is it me being annoying or I'm being so sensitive

I really think too much sometimes...

I miss that guy so damn much

his face always appear on my mind

I don't know how to express how much I feel about you,

seriously damn difficult.

I know if I told him I would have to face the consequences later

like avoiding, hiding, not paying any attention to each other.

Can I express my feelings to you?

I wanted to tell you, but I don't wanna change anything between us

I just want to tell you how I felt. Is it so difficult ?

Emiko

让命运决定

 

其实

我还蛮胆小的

喜欢一个人，

但说不出口...

可能害怕说出 

“我喜欢你”

这四个字的过程...

彼此会觉得尴尬

可能会避开对方，逃避对方

我们并不是很熟

但，也不是很陌生

只是以学长，学妹的身份

打招呼

想约你吃饭

但是， 你有可能会拒绝我吧？

毕竟你那么受女生的欢迎

她们崇拜你，暗恋你，关心你，在乎你

可能在这世界上唯一的“怪卡”

是我吧？毕竟我又不是很lady的女生

又没有身材，也不聪明的

但，

我很欣赏你，

我很骄傲有你当我的学长

连身边的朋友说：“你的学长，好帅哦！”

在我眼里，你不是什么帅哥，

一直以外表来形容

那对你也不公平吧？

你是一个开放的人，

成熟，有梦想，有目标的人

我喜欢你这一点。

以外表喜欢一个人

是不公平的。

我想试着了解你，

我想好好认识你

Senior，

你可以让给我你一点的时间吗？

可不可以让我跟你相处的机会呢？

Emiko

College Break Over

Break's over. Man so sad

Need to face notes and assignments again

Haiyoyo....How am I gonna survive? 

Some of my friend that are working

keep asking me "Do you really want to further your studies"

"Why not working for money? "

See how it goes right?

I don't really know how to pass this diploma cert

I just know that, I need to keep going, 

I wanna see senior...

I want to meet him again..

Should I make things complicated? 

Or should I just stay quiet?

Who knows.

I rather be flirty with him to know him better.

Everyone had the right to like someone right?

Just do what I do. =)

Emiko