When problem comes

I been stressful this days,

About my driving tests, my college life, most of all my dad

I have the feeling I can handle with passing my driving license,

just needs lots of practice, and lots of guts to drive smoothly

Just wish me luck!

My college life in Segi college is about to start,

I'm nervous about it, cause nobody I know there, expect my senior.

Man, have to be cool with new life here.

My dad giving me pressure,

complains about my results and my choice of college I'm going

He thinks that people goes to Tar College are excellent student?

I can't get in and he gives me this look,

 and keep comparing me and my friends that went to Tar. 

I mean come on, Tar College is just a college in Malaysia,

Not really famous also, I couldn't believe he use my friends that studied Tar 

and compare with other people that didn't got in. AKA me.

Means college like Taylor's, Nilai, Sunway College is nothing is it?

F**K

What's that suppose to mean,

I realize my dad doesn't accept me for the way I am,

I'm not good enough to praise in front of his friends

I'm not smart enough for him that made him disappointed 

I'm nothing for him to talk about to my relatives

This is me, 

If you can't accept the way I am,

Sorry dad, I don't give a damn about it

If I make you embarrass in front of your coworkers, 

your friends, or your brothers and sisters.

Forgive me, and please don't mention you got a daughter like me.

Is not that I wanted to hate you,

is the words you've said to me, make me depress and feel bad about myself

please treat me as a invisible daughter.

I don't blame you. 

Lucky I have my mom and my brother that supports me,

and accepts me for the way I am.

Thanks to my aunt that be there for me when I needed her,

每当困难宽饶我，

我会想着你，听着之前录过你的声音

当作安慰自己的鼓励，谢谢你 ♥

 Emiko