STRESS

This month happened a lot..

Bad things happened..

I don't no where to start..

I can bearly eat much..

even my Favorite food I "pass" it.

I felt weak..

but I still have strength to do the things I want to do..

I feel I have lost weight..

by eating less, not that I don't want to eat just don't have the appetite..

This morning, when I was helping my mom throwing out the trash

the 3rd floor "Asshole" suddenly open the door..

I can bearly move, inside I was afraid but I didn't show

I don't care and move forward.

And then he use a cup of water and splash it on me.

I was ashamed and I feel like "cockroach"..

after that he scold me crazy. Who is the crazy one who SIN first

Don't know why I deserve this..

What have I done to deserve this..

I had made my first police report

first in my lifetime make a police report, first time been splash water on the face

I been crying for a few times..nobody seems to care anyway..

non of my friends care anyway if I tell them..

better keep it for myself..