Don't care too much

 

I sick and tired of caring for people who is not worth it

I really sick of caring.

Is just like I can't find the right ways to change myself

I get influence easily

I'm not as good as others to avoid or even talked back

I always think my weak points more then my advantage

Yes, I craving for someone to love me

but the problem is I'm too picky 

I can't just listen to some guy said "I Love You" then I will accept them

That is not the way.

I'm so emotional & sensitive 

why everything turn out so complicated?

Why can't life be more easier?

Why my life is like a black hole?

My world is so black...when can I see the light again?

I trying to control myself.

But every time I do I forgot everything 

and just move to my old self again.

Can I change for the better me?

I want to be more confident within myself

I want to be more beautiful for myself

I want to have a person who accept and love me for the way I am.

If u love about how i look, well Fuck you.

I don't need that kind of attention.

I want honesty, I want true caring, I want to be free to be everything I am

Lord please give me the strength to carry on...

I'm sick of caring for people and being so invisible by others...

Please make my life interesting

Please let me have some good attention.