Good times, missing moments

I had a great time last night,

I've watched Johnny English Reborn and Nasi Lemak 2.0

I love them both, so funny. Seriously, especially Nasi Lemak 2.0

Don't no what's the reason Malaysia Band this movie,

Didn't do anything wrong also.

Anyways, thanks to Joshua, Dora and William 

accompanied me to watch the movie.

I think I've deep feelings for my senior,

more deeper than I expected...when the moment I got jealous

everything seems pretty blue for me.

I thinking about him the whole day,

I know we just met for like around 2 times face to face.

But, I can't help the feeling of liking him.

Is not because of his looks,

I like him because his opened minded, smart, steady and out going person

unlike me being a coward, can't even date him out.

Maybe because his too busy or something,

I don't know just the feeling.

So long I didn't get to feel jealous since my ex and I broke up

so many feelings just came back and forth, 

love is pretty scary for me, I afraid of the feelings

the feelings that make me collapse, bring me down

Senior, I know we don't know each other well,

but, I just had this feelings for you,

I wonder if I tell you, you would accept...

maybe 50/50?

For now I gonna hide this feelings deep within

I need to control the feelings whenever I can.

Be strong Emiko, be strong!!!

Emiko