Thursday, March 31, 2011

Photobucket眼泪


我是怎么了?
一直为了某些事
掉眼泪

这几天
生病到很严重
咳嗽到不像样
伤风冒冷汗

这几天我变成
“爱哭宝”
好像我快被打败的感觉

我到底怎么了
我也不知道
我就是那么脆弱
说过要坚强一点
要学会独立

可是
我还是胆小
讨厌这样的自己

我也是个自私的人
属于我的东西就是我的
没有得到我的允许碰我的东西
我十分不爽

我就是这幅德行
从小就这样
我不喜欢跟别人share东西的


感觉孤单的时候
特别怪自己
很多自己的缺点

我很想要一个拥抱
我想要感到安全感
我需要有人安慰我
好寂寞好寂寞
好压力好难过

我不要同情
讨厌就是同情

对不起
控制不到自己的情绪
写那么Emo的Post

I wish I could be happier,
even though is just a minute or two.


-Emiko.T

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Photobucket Someone

I miss you.
Is it because of loneliness till I think of you 
or
 I really do miss you

So long I don't have this feeling
why your words make me touched?

When you didn't reply my text or sms.
I was worry, and I think again
Why?
Why I cared about you not replying my sms or text?

I'm afraid as well,
afraid that I can't control myself
I told myself don't be naive
Don't trust people so easily...

Have I fail to do so?
A day without you,
is like a day without sunshine.

 I miss you. A lot

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Photobucket Best or the worst

This days I've been working,
well is kind of stressful life and I'm exhausted.
Feel like want to faint sometimes,
but I still need to work till the end of the month.

Money is hard to earn,
I always spend a lot when it comes to shopping.
Who doesn't spend right ? ^^

So sorry I didn't update my blog for so long
been really busy
Oh ya, need to tell you guys,
I got "my target" few weeks ago
wanna know what it is?

SAMSUNG GALAXY S ^^

My new babe.
Haha, I know this phone is kind of last season
and it doesn't have a flash
But overall is a great phone. (In my opinion)

I sign in with Digi Plan paid for the phone for RM1500
some people say is expensive, some people say is not worth the money
But I don't care about people's opinion
it's my hard earn money and I don't give a damn about it ^__^

15th March 2011, Tuesday
Location: Time Square

It's my offday, and i had a great time with an old friend of mine
Jwalita. She is awesome and fun to hangout with.
We went shopping for clothes, bags, skirts and shoes
almost everthing from head to toe.

I can say I spend a lot.
Almost RM350++
I brought shoes, clothes and a sliming & firming lotion
it's a over budget for me
But, I'm happy to buy something I needed

Satisfied till the max.
once in a life time spend something to make ourselves happy
 is not that bad is kind of fun.

But still need to control my budget usage.
Save more for the future.

I even brought a dress for my mom,
just feel bad for not being a good daughter to her.
So I brought her something in return with my own money.
hope she likes it though.

Another thing,
for those "assholes" that keep getting out of my nerves
listen up.
I don't care that you keep giving my negative thoughts
or even say bad things behind my back
that shows how a bad person you are.

From the start I was freaking piss off about it,
when time goes by I was like "why I'm so angry about it?"
I know myself better that anyone else
why should I listen to your f**king words?

Keep teasing me for not having a bf
or not teasing me for not having "big boots"
 and not as pretty nor cute as you are

F.Y.I,
I accept the way I am.
I don't have the body so what?
I got my own sense of style deal with it =)

Number 2,
having or not having a relationship is not your god damn business
what's wrong with being single?
Tell me?
I don't have bf doesn't mean I don't have feelings

"The most beautiful things on earth cannot be seen,
they can only be felt with the Heart" by bubzbeauty

this quote makes me feel that I can be pretty if I wanted to,
but, being pretty doesn't mean you're prefect.
I used to think that,
make up is a solution for me to change my character
 but it doesn't work that way

Pretty is temporal, something that can fade easily
but beauty is eternal.
True beauty is being who you are and what you are.

God made you this way, you must accept it.
just enjoy and live happily.

Smile and be happy
^___^

-Emiko
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