就是這样

曾經

我是幸福的

因為有你，有你們朋友的存在

我是開心的

因為你們的存在

我是無憂無慮的

因為你們的存在

我是沒煩惱的

因為你們的存在

曾經

我是沒疑心的

因為你們相信我

我是沒戒心的

因為你們相信我

我是不過問的

因為你們相信我

如今

我不開朗了

我不單純了

我不健談了

我不再笑了

我不瘋狂了

我不假裝了

因為

我不知道誰是對或錯

我不知道誰在撒謊

我不知道誰在隱瞞

我不知道誰在假裝

我不知道誰在演戲

我不知道誰真的用心對待我了...

越值得相信的人,可能就是把你弄得越糟糕的

人心真的很難猜測,捉摸

每個人都有私心

每個人都有自己所謂的想法

包括我和你

以前覺得是個挑戰

現在卻覺得是個經驗

可能這就是訓練自己人生的一個開始吧

我不再饌牛角尖了

豁出去了...堅強的站起來

不放棄自己,人們也不放棄你

我一定能做到這一點

畢竟我也不再小孩了

成長的路很難,但我們也要勇敢面對

這就是人生 !!!

 

 

这是我从朋友那里看到的

还满有道理的

如果他做的到，

我想我应该也能放弃让我不愉快的回忆

 

其实人们都是自私的

有人说：

“人们可以支配自己的命运，

者我们受刻於人那错不在命运而在我们自己”

Goodbye SORROW

I can see the pain living in your eyes

And I know how hard you try

You deserve to have much more

I can feel your heart and I simpathize

And I'll never criticize

All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down

I don't want to lead you on

I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why

My heart is so disguised

I just can't live a lie anymore

I would rather hurt myself

Than to ever make you cry

There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love

I'm not sure i'm worthy of

Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down

I don't want to lead you on

I don't want to hold you back

From where you might belong

You would never ask me why

My heart is so disguised

I just can't live a lie anymore

I would rather hurt myself

Than to ever make you cry

There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You would never ask me why

My heart is so disguised

I just can't live a lie anymore

I would rather hurt myself

Than to ever make you cry

There's nothing left to try

Though it's gonna hurt us both

There's no other way than to say goodbye

_._._._._._._._._._._._._._._._._._._._._._._._.

I gonna let it go

Try letting it go

how painful it is I need to do it..

my sorrows is for me to keep.

I don't want to create problem

I need some strenght, So guys lend me your strenght

Please...I need your strenght...

 Emiko,

Would not share sadness because it would  lose something that is important.

Life and death.

谢谢您对我撒谎

谢谢您之前对我。。。

谢谢您给我一切的悲伤

你所说的话，都是令人觉得。。。
我会永远记住

不是你的错

是我。是我

是我太相信你

别跟我道歉，也不必道歉

我受不起

毕业了

想要把过去全部都埋在心底

我说过的，我会做到

我会不停的追逐开心的角落

朋友们，请大家分你们的快乐给我

我很需要你们！

STRESS

This month happened a lot..

Bad things happened..

I don't no where to start..

I can bearly eat much..

even my Favorite food I "pass" it.

I felt weak..

but I still have strength to do the things I want to do..

I feel I have lost weight..

by eating less, not that I don't want to eat just don't have the appetite..

This morning, when I was helping my mom throwing out the trash

the 3rd floor "Asshole" suddenly open the door..

I can bearly move, inside I was afraid but I didn't show

I don't care and move forward.

And then he use a cup of water and splash it on me.

I was ashamed and I feel like "cockroach"..

after that he scold me crazy. Who is the crazy one who SIN first

Don't know why I deserve this..

What have I done to deserve this..

I had made my first police report

first in my lifetime make a police report, first time been splash water on the face

I been crying for a few times..nobody seems to care anyway..

non of my friends care anyway if I tell them..

better keep it for myself..