Happy Birthday to someone special

Date :21/11/2012

Venue: Dome, Pavilion KL

Today I meeting my senior to celebrate his Birthday early

Because I don't have the chance to return to Kuala Lumpur during his actual birthday.

Anyways, I was nervous to see him,

I can't wait to see his face when I gave him a surprise.

Recently he was down and upsad about something,

makes me worried for him even though is non of my business

I still care for him.

I went to Dome and waited for him.

Is like so long till I called him and asked him where he is.

It seems that he was at another Dome coffee shop and I was at the entrance.

I rush and run to that coffee shop after I called him.

still no where in sight, I called him again and I keep laughing.

(I was excited actually)

After that he went out of Dome entrance and saw me

and we talked a lot (Mostly about me, lol feel guitly).

This time is just two of us,

I feel nervous and happy at the same time.

I started giving him the presents I've prepared for him 

 Taken and decorated by Senior

Aww...Senior, I'm so happy you liked my surprise.

Wish you happy birthday my special one ;)

I wish to see the smile on your face,

I wish that I was the reason behind the smile.

And surprisingly both of us are happy.

I made this for him as well. Onigiri and Tamagoyaki.

I love the smiley face but the shape is not really nice.

Didn't know how difficult it is. I know is not perfect, but oh well..

He said is cute, I hope he like it when he tasted it.

I brought him a small cake in Bread Talk.

Luckily I had a candle and a lighter.

 

Make a wish Senior.

Happy 21st Birthday, my special one. ;)

 Hope all your wishes can come true

He look so happy isn't he?

I will remember this moment forever.

 

Taken by me

 Taken by him.

I invited him to my 21st birthday next year.

I wish he would attend.

God bless, hope my wishes can come true.

Emiko

Lost

“My bounty is as boundless as the sea,
My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite.”

I could simple say I'm lost...

Feel there is nothing but shame.

I'm done with my life...Is just never the same back home

Wherever I go there is some asshole like to look right and left

then touch you all of the sudden

The fear of it, the phobia is getting bad..

I ran into you,

I called you, I tried to talk to someone about it

But...

You choose to ignore..

What am I to you? You break my heart

Even though you are not mine, but...still I feel depressed 

I will leave you alone

Set you free...

你真的好残忍...

只想要你一点的在乎，有怎么难吗？

只要你说一些鼓励的话，你却不理不睬

抱歉，自己太在乎你了

爱情，再见..

幸福，我告退了...

Heart Speak

 

我承认我喜欢Senior

只是我不知道怎么开口

因为一旦说了"我喜欢你"

会改变了我们之间的友情..

Senior，你在Facebook说你喜欢直接

可是我就是行动证明我对你的喜欢

为什么你就是看不清？

为什么我那么难过？

为什么我那么的想念你？

I really like you a lot,

is just difficult to put in to words

I don't just want to say: "Senior，I like you"

Words are just words, but Action means everything...

why can't you see my action? Why can't you see how I feel?

I miss you till I fall for you...

I drenched in your love, I no longer able to hold myself back...

Emiko..

Happy Photo Valentine Day/相片亲人节快乐

 

Happy Photo Valentine Day ♥

14/9 相片情人节快乐 ♥♥♥

谢谢你那么关心我，

这是我收到最棒礼物。

Senior，

你的支持，

你的advice都是我的动力 

让我往前走，而且不放弃的往前走下去

 你的在意，让我觉得安心

♥ 너무보고싶어♥

♥ あなたが恋しいです♥

 

♥ I drenched in your love 

I'm no longer able to hold it back...

♥ Emiko

I drenched in your love

 

08th September 2012

Today is the most happiest day of my life

I've a lunch date with my Senior.

I prepared to pass him the Gucci Bag he asked me to help him purchased

 

The Gucci Bag and some souvenir for Senior

This is what's in the Body Shop Bag

Inside:

Toblerone Chocolate

GuyLian Chocolate 

Hard Rock Badge

Bye Bye Fever

 

Senior said he's sick, 

when he posted a picture of him instagram

I feel bad when his sick, I'm worried about him

when he drink alcohol while his recovering,

 I will advice him to drink some home remedy.

 So I went to 7-Eleven to buy him the Bye Bye fever

Hope it helps senior.

Out out here we go,

I met him in Fahrenheit 88

I went out with his Gucci Bag people are staring at me

Like I'm a rich girl, lol, even people are gossiping

Anyways after I've reached,

 I was surprise he bring his twin brother along

LOL, actually I can differentiate which is Senior

and his brother. Honestly his brother really nice 

both of them are.

We went to Sushi Zanmai 

Yummy I'm loving this 

This sushi is Senior and his brother order,

 but all of us share share. 

Actually I'm nervous to have 2 guys in front of me eating,

but I feel save ;)

Senior's brother is very talkative person, 

I can see why Senior said his smart

he is not just smart he is a stylish person

 Aka "Style-lo"

For my senior,

I just think his a wonderful person.

Whenever he smiles and laugh I will feel happy

I really missed the times we had today.

After lunch we went for a short walk to shopping center

Let's view view :D

They were like "Which clothes to choose?" :D

So cute right? Look at the Gucci Bag on Senior's hand

and his brother with the body shop bag 

Haha, I'll be the camwhore person

Senior's brother choosing clothes 

like I said for me his a style-lo person.

I guess every person has a specialty 

Here is senior Camwhore 

Thank you senior and senior's brother of your time

I really thankful for this day,

my wish come true for I had lunch with senior.

Is rare and difficult to ask him out.

Consider myself lucky. I feel lucky to had lunch with him

I miss spending time with him

I wish to have a date with him again...

Sigh..I still can't stop thinking of senior, I miss him very much

But, I can't said it out.

I miss his incoming call...

I miss when he whatsapp me...

I miss when he laugh on the phone...

I miss him when he said I'm cute...

When minutes become hours
When days become years
And I don’t know where you are
Color seems so dull without you

I’m drenched in your love
I’m no longer able to hold it back

I miss you.. Senior

Your words means everything to me

 

If only you knew your words meant so much to me

Even though you want to meet me to get your Gucci Bag from me

Yes, finally I helped you got your bag you always wanted

In an exchange I want to have lunch with you

Is it too much to ask one day of your time?

I'm coming to KL for few days 

and you still have plans after you treat me lunch

Can I ever receive this message again in the future?

Do you know how happy I am to receive your call?

Do you know how touched I am when you say I'm cute?

 

Why can't you see how much I miss you?

Why can't you see how much I care for you?

I miss you!

I miss you!

I MISS YOU,  

Senior ♥♥♥

 

 

Emiko♥

 

Don't care too much

 

I sick and tired of caring for people who is not worth it

I really sick of caring.

Is just like I can't find the right ways to change myself

I get influence easily

I'm not as good as others to avoid or even talked back

I always think my weak points more then my advantage

Yes, I craving for someone to love me

but the problem is I'm too picky 

I can't just listen to some guy said "I Love You" then I will accept them

That is not the way.

I'm so emotional & sensitive 

why everything turn out so complicated?

Why can't life be more easier?

Why my life is like a black hole?

My world is so black...when can I see the light again?

I trying to control myself.

But every time I do I forgot everything 

and just move to my old self again.

Can I change for the better me?

I want to be more confident within myself

I want to be more beautiful for myself

I want to have a person who accept and love me for the way I am.

If u love about how i look, well Fuck you.

I don't need that kind of attention.

I want honesty, I want true caring, I want to be free to be everything I am

Lord please give me the strength to carry on...

I'm sick of caring for people and being so invisible by others...

Please make my life interesting

Please let me have some good attention.

Away

I'm sorry I abundant my blog again,

Was busy flying around the world almost everyday.

As promise KL trip post

I've missed KL for a very long time,

Roomie Dora and me is back to have some duty to do in KL

We are operating Kuala Lumpur to Jakarta flight for 9days

Actually we just operate 1 flight due to delayed flight 

Well at least we get to enjoyed spending time with families and friends

At long last I got to meet my dear GOD SISTA!!

Let's party!!

 

Nice night live in Bukit Bintang!

I love it! 

Got lots of things to do and duty to pay off

Until next time. =)

Hardrock Cafe

Today I have a date with my roomy/Roommate

We went to had dinner it was a beautiful night

 

Me and my guitar :D
"Is only words and words that all I have to take your heart away...."

LOL, random :D

 

My Roomy and me:D

 

Virgin Peach on the Beach 0.o

 Margarita 

Didn't get to take pictures of the food,

we got too hungry...:P

But we did take pictures with the Crew of Hardrock Cafe

We Rock!!! 

Samsung Galaxy SIII

 

Hey all, is been such a long time since I've blogged.

I'm currently busy for flights extremely tired.

I've met a lot of new friends/Crew.

What can I say their are awesome. (Some of them)

Is such a difficult time capture the steps of the service.

Working life is hard, but life still go on.

I'm going back to Malaysia in 2weeks time.

Gonna be there for 9days,

 Hope I can visit and hangout with friends and family.

Main point of this post is, I just got my new Samsung Galaxy S3,

they have Marble white and Pebble Blue

 Is nice isn't it?

I love it, I've got the Pebble Blue one. Is Gorgeous.

I love it.

Hope I can get used to my new phone,

but my old Samsung Galaxy S I'm still using it,

not gonna throw it away or even sell it.

I'm loyal to my belongings, so yeah, love both of them

I've buy something that I've wanted. Thumbs up!

 

That's all for now, 

stay tuned for my post my trip to Paris and Rome. :D

Rose Valentine's Day & Happy 520

 14th May 2012

Happy Rose Valentine's Day

I met the person I missed and like so much
My Senior

Thank you Senior,

even though we just talked for like 20minutes or so.
But I will cherish the time we had

20th May 2012

I like your eyes when they are looking at mine
I miss your voice when you talked to me face to face
I like you when you surprise me whenever I try to find you
I miss your smile when you are smiling at me

Thanks for everything..

IMY

 

 Happy 520 to Senior

Walk at the Beach

When to the beach with my girls to be relaxed,

I'm officially a cabin crew, I even got a staff number.

LOL, is been 3months and I've learn so much

Now I can settle down a bit by having a nice walk under a evening sun

Took lots of pictures, let's just take a look shall we?

 There so many motor boats here, isn't that incredible?

Here is the Marina Beach, is like a party here

 Just us 3. E.S.D

 Sheira look here with us xD

 My feet touches the sea....feel so good

 Our feet touches the sand

Under the sea...under the sea xD

Our love circle

We had lots of fun I even walked around the beach Conner

 I just love the sun

 Hard Rock Cafe our last stop

LOL, we are tired and when back after that.

Stay Tuned going back KL Post =)