Don't care too much

 

I sick and tired of caring for people who is not worth it

I really sick of caring.

Is just like I can't find the right ways to change myself

I get influence easily

I'm not as good as others to avoid or even talked back

I always think my weak points more then my advantage

Yes, I craving for someone to love me

but the problem is I'm too picky 

I can't just listen to some guy said "I Love You" then I will accept them

That is not the way.

I'm so emotional & sensitive 

why everything turn out so complicated?

Why can't life be more easier?

Why my life is like a black hole?

My world is so black...when can I see the light again?

I trying to control myself.

But every time I do I forgot everything 

and just move to my old self again.

Can I change for the better me?

I want to be more confident within myself

I want to be more beautiful for myself

I want to have a person who accept and love me for the way I am.

If u love about how i look, well Fuck you.

I don't need that kind of attention.

I want honesty, I want true caring, I want to be free to be everything I am

Lord please give me the strength to carry on...

I'm sick of caring for people and being so invisible by others...

Please make my life interesting

Please let me have some good attention.

Away

I'm sorry I abundant my blog again,

Was busy flying around the world almost everyday.

As promise KL trip post

I've missed KL for a very long time,

Roomie Dora and me is back to have some duty to do in KL

We are operating Kuala Lumpur to Jakarta flight for 9days

Actually we just operate 1 flight due to delayed flight 

Well at least we get to enjoyed spending time with families and friends

At long last I got to meet my dear GOD SISTA!!

Let's party!!

 

Nice night live in Bukit Bintang!

I love it! 

Got lots of things to do and duty to pay off

Until next time. =)

Hardrock Cafe

Today I have a date with my roomy/Roommate

We went to had dinner it was a beautiful night

 

Me and my guitar :D
"Is only words and words that all I have to take your heart away...."

LOL, random :D

 

My Roomy and me:D

 

Virgin Peach on the Beach 0.o

 Margarita 

Didn't get to take pictures of the food,

we got too hungry...:P

But we did take pictures with the Crew of Hardrock Cafe

We Rock!!! 

Samsung Galaxy SIII

 

Hey all, is been such a long time since I've blogged.

I'm currently busy for flights extremely tired.

I've met a lot of new friends/Crew.

What can I say their are awesome. (Some of them)

Is such a difficult time capture the steps of the service.

Working life is hard, but life still go on.

I'm going back to Malaysia in 2weeks time.

Gonna be there for 9days,

 Hope I can visit and hangout with friends and family.

Main point of this post is, I just got my new Samsung Galaxy S3,

they have Marble white and Pebble Blue

 Is nice isn't it?

I love it, I've got the Pebble Blue one. Is Gorgeous.

I love it.

Hope I can get used to my new phone,

but my old Samsung Galaxy S I'm still using it,

not gonna throw it away or even sell it.

I'm loyal to my belongings, so yeah, love both of them

I've buy something that I've wanted. Thumbs up!

 

That's all for now, 

stay tuned for my post my trip to Paris and Rome. :D

Rose Valentine's Day & Happy 520

 14th May 2012

Happy Rose Valentine's Day

I met the person I missed and like so much
My Senior

Thank you Senior,

even though we just talked for like 20minutes or so.
But I will cherish the time we had

20th May 2012

I like your eyes when they are looking at mine
I miss your voice when you talked to me face to face
I like you when you surprise me whenever I try to find you
I miss your smile when you are smiling at me

Thanks for everything..

IMY

 

 Happy 520 to Senior

Walk at the Beach

When to the beach with my girls to be relaxed,

I'm officially a cabin crew, I even got a staff number.

LOL, is been 3months and I've learn so much

Now I can settle down a bit by having a nice walk under a evening sun

Took lots of pictures, let's just take a look shall we?

 There so many motor boats here, isn't that incredible?

Here is the Marina Beach, is like a party here

 Just us 3. E.S.D

 Sheira look here with us xD

 My feet touches the sea....feel so good

 Our feet touches the sand

Under the sea...under the sea xD

Our love circle

We had lots of fun I even walked around the beach Conner

 I just love the sun

 Hard Rock Cafe our last stop

LOL, we are tired and when back after that.

Stay Tuned going back KL Post =)

Happy like a rainbow

 

I'm truly blessed with my passing grades 

I've done my safety training, I'm so glad I went through

Almost gave up and wanted to quit...

But I did not give up just yet,

Pushing myself and gaining confidence within me

Here are some pictures of the slide, aircraft and my marks

 

I've been through a lot, my reward is having dinner with my peeps

at the Astra Lounge

The menu is so stylish

  Is such a delicious dinner, all thanks to Captain. 

Thanks a lot

Senior thanks for giving me support!

Miss you, from Junior

EMiko