Happy 520❤

Today is a loveable day~
Say 3 words to your one's
as 520~ ^^

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU 

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The nights would seem so long

With you I see forever oh so clearly

I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young

And we both know they'll take us

Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)

Hold me now

Touch me now

I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought know by now how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through

But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,

Our love will lead the way for us

Like a guiding star

I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing

I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view

I'll help you see forever too

(Repeat Chorus 1,2,3)

Wish all of my friends happy 520❤

My love...

Happy 520 to you❤ ~

Let it out! Right here, right now!

Many people asked me

"What happened to you?

you look so slim didn't eat again?"

"Why u always get gastric didn't eat at all?"

one of them said:
"She didn't eat rice that's why she look slim..

know how to eat bread only..."

Well shut your mouth

I'm sick of this. I going to tell you straight.

I didn't eat much because i having a very serious gastric pain

I can't eat too full nor drink to fast, I will throw up easily

I quit medication, I don't need doctors or those medicine to cure me

Yes, I did say I don't eat rice to lose weight.

But it doesn't mean I didn't eat literally

I eat during lunch time.

 

I lost weight is not because of diet, is because of Gastric

And I eat bread just because my mom made them ok.

If I don't eat them what should I do? throw away is it?

 

What I want to do

It's non of your business
 If you think like that, means you don't know me at all

I don't need you to judge me. Only GOD can!


My friends concern about me
 worried and all, I'm appreciate it. Touched :)

But please don't ever think that I'm doing this
because of losing weight or hurt myself.

 

I'm just depress and moody from time to time.
That's all.

I can't share my problems

Because......it's a secret.

______________________________________________

I don't want to admire SOMEONE

to be SOMEONE that I'm NOT.

I don't want

I don't want

I don't want

I DON'T WANT.

I'm not the person that you guys wanted me to be.

I'm the weird girl. I'm not similar with other girls..
I'm just weird to understand.


I said enough. Anyway,

I want to thank my friend Jun, for the support.

And a night party AKA sleepover.

It's a blust^^

My friend Jun

I'm thankful, that you bring me to Genting

Is been fun, even though we just came for the cold breeze.=)

 

To Qi Wen ( That I literally known you for 5 hours)

Please don't pretent to care, 

stop your flirting games,

Jun told me everything about you

I just want to say, I'm not the girl that you can mess with
I hate people who act being nice!

Another thing, I hate people that smokes.

Please don't disturb me. I have enough drama for today

Jun's Boyfriend

Thanks for accompany us. =)
When you're having problems, please deal it yourself 

got problem find Jun. Not me. =)
It will make the matter more worst I can assure you.

 Please deal it yourself. I know you can do it...try =)

I'm tired. I'm Exhausted.

I need rest. Long period time of rest.

With no disturbance.

Suffering from flu, cough, headache and gastric.

I just need to rest...

Emiko disappear for awhile. Away for awhile.

Bye :)

My love...
I will do anything to go back in time...

to see you again...once more...♥

♥ Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day

to all the mother's on this earth

Thanks for taking care of us!! ^^

I woke up around 10am

so tired ><

yesterday when to pavilion watch movie

till 3am only i reached home

Nothing much I guess

Anyways,

Dad present us for buying this

Tulips from holland

Nice right? Aiya, daddy you should buy roses

More romantic xD

Dinner at 8pm

Location: The Ship

I can tell you guys,

the customer service sucks
Last time is better.

The food is ok la.
I almost want to complain but the manager said sorry
so give them chance la.

Emiko's Rate: 3/5

To: Mummy

Mummy...

Sorry I make you worried about me

Sorry for not listening to you

Sorry for raising my voice at you, when I'm not in a good mood

Sorry for the days I'm not there with you

I might not be the daughter that you always wanted me to be

I might not be smart enough or good enough to be your daughter

the only thing i know is...I love you

Thank you for bringing me into this earth

to get to know things, to learn things,

I'm thankful for having you as my mom~

MUMMY, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.

♥ Stay with me~

It's been a while I didn't update my blog..
a lot of things happened somehow I don't how to explain
just the feeling of depression.

Forget about that..
Let's start.

24/4/2010

Yesterday...Joe and Natalie called me on a date

to Wangsa Walk...

It was awesome~ ^^

Around 2pm

All of us went to BBQ Chicken with Joe's Family

I just watch them, cause I feel shy to order..

after that Joe, Natalie and me went to Sing K.

Joe Lim sing "you're my everything" by LeeHom

dedicate LLS

I just recorded. xD

So romantic ooo...

Joe. Good Luck with the new girl ya.

Don't care about the age, treat her well. ^^

I really enjoyed. We sang for 3 hours

I sang around 6 songs,

mostly sing for my Bii...sing it out loud~

(Bii although you're not there,

but I can feel you're right beside me~)

the most touching song we sang "You're not alone"

3 of us sing together take turns of course =)

after that Joe want to go bowling. He treat us.

Joe thanks alot ya. =)

And the bowling winner is

·

·

·

Natalie Lim ^^

Lols. After that Joe's family take all of us to dinner

OMG....belanja us again?

Natalie and I were like 0.0

so paiseh let Joe's parents treat us again.

Some more so expensive.

==||

Nevermind we will find time to pay back

Joe and Natalie

Thanks a lot~

And I also want to thank my friends and my lovely sister

thanks to:

Wardy Yap

- Thanks a lot. Give me some useful advice to stand up again. Although is just for a moment.

But. Thanks a lot for helping me. You opened up my mind~

Qv

-Jie thanks a lot. I really touched to have a sister like you.

No one ever treat me, cared for me so much as you did. Jie thank you ah..=')

Ar Ching

-Hehe. We just known each other not long. But I hope we known each other more la

thank you also. ^^

Cassie/Yen

- thanks for dropping by. =)`

Cheryl Tee

-Thank you for being there where I have no one to talk to. Thanks a bunch.

JianLin

- Thank you for supporting me. thanks a lot.

Wayne Chew

- Thanks for being a joker where I can laugh a lot. You always the smarty guy.

make jokes that I can't even bare to not laugh. Haha. TQ

Natalie Lim

- Darling thank you for being my friend and a sister to me for 8 years. I really hope our friendship last longer

please remember me always. Your problems are my problems, my problems are you're problems. Let's share them together and work together. I be there if you need me~ Love ya ^^

Joe Lim

-We know each other since primary till now. Really gives me the pleasure to be friends with you for so many years. Althought, Natalie and I tease you so much, but we really joking only. And you're not as bad as you think. Keep up the faith. Good Luck dude.

Lastly for my Bii ♥

-Babe, although you're busy and don't have the time to reply me.

I'm thankful to have you as my dear. You're one in a million to me. You're my sky... My prince.

Nobody can replace someone like you. Someone as charming and cute as you.

 I miss you Bii. I miss you so much.

Dear Happiness, please don't leave me. Stay with me and all of my friends.

May God bless everyone. Give joy and happiness. God Blessed Us. Amen.

就是這样

曾經

我是幸福的

因為有你，有你們朋友的存在

我是開心的

因為你們的存在

我是無憂無慮的

因為你們的存在

我是沒煩惱的

因為你們的存在

曾經

我是沒疑心的

因為你們相信我

我是沒戒心的

因為你們相信我

我是不過問的

因為你們相信我

如今

我不開朗了

我不單純了

我不健談了

我不再笑了

我不瘋狂了

我不假裝了

因為

我不知道誰是對或錯

我不知道誰在撒謊

我不知道誰在隱瞞

我不知道誰在假裝

我不知道誰在演戲

我不知道誰真的用心對待我了...

越值得相信的人,可能就是把你弄得越糟糕的

人心真的很難猜測,捉摸

每個人都有私心

每個人都有自己所謂的想法

包括我和你

以前覺得是個挑戰

現在卻覺得是個經驗

可能這就是訓練自己人生的一個開始吧

我不再饌牛角尖了

豁出去了...堅強的站起來

不放棄自己,人們也不放棄你

我一定能做到這一點

畢竟我也不再小孩了

成長的路很難,但我們也要勇敢面對

這就是人生 !!!

 

 

这是我从朋友那里看到的

还满有道理的

如果他做的到，

我想我应该也能放弃让我不愉快的回忆

 

其实人们都是自私的

有人说：

“人们可以支配自己的命运，

者我们受刻於人那错不在命运而在我们自己”

Goodbye SORROW

I can see the pain living in your eyes

And I know how hard you try

You deserve to have much more

I can feel your heart and I simpathize

And I'll never criticize

All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down

I don't want to lead you on

I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why

My heart is so disguised

I just can't live a lie anymore

I would rather hurt myself

Than to ever make you cry

There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love

I'm not sure i'm worthy of

Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down

I don't want to lead you on

I don't want to hold you back

From where you might belong

You would never ask me why

My heart is so disguised

I just can't live a lie anymore

I would rather hurt myself

Than to ever make you cry

There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You would never ask me why

My heart is so disguised

I just can't live a lie anymore

I would rather hurt myself

Than to ever make you cry

There's nothing left to try

Though it's gonna hurt us both

There's no other way than to say goodbye

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I gonna let it go

Try letting it go

how painful it is I need to do it..

my sorrows is for me to keep.

I don't want to create problem

I need some strenght, So guys lend me your strenght

Please...I need your strenght...

 Emiko,

Would not share sadness because it would  lose something that is important.

Life and death.

谢谢您对我撒谎

谢谢您之前对我。。。

谢谢您给我一切的悲伤

你所说的话，都是令人觉得。。。
我会永远记住

不是你的错

是我。是我

是我太相信你

别跟我道歉，也不必道歉

我受不起

毕业了

想要把过去全部都埋在心底

我说过的，我会做到

我会不停的追逐开心的角落

朋友们，请大家分你们的快乐给我

我很需要你们！

STRESS

This month happened a lot..

Bad things happened..

I don't no where to start..

I can bearly eat much..

even my Favorite food I "pass" it.

I felt weak..

but I still have strength to do the things I want to do..

I feel I have lost weight..

by eating less, not that I don't want to eat just don't have the appetite..

This morning, when I was helping my mom throwing out the trash

the 3rd floor "Asshole" suddenly open the door..

I can bearly move, inside I was afraid but I didn't show

I don't care and move forward.

And then he use a cup of water and splash it on me.

I was ashamed and I feel like "cockroach"..

after that he scold me crazy. Who is the crazy one who SIN first

Don't know why I deserve this..

What have I done to deserve this..

I had made my first police report

first in my lifetime make a police report, first time been splash water on the face

I been crying for a few times..nobody seems to care anyway..

non of my friends care anyway if I tell them..

better keep it for myself..