July holiday

Greetings my dear bloggers,

sorry I didn't update lately, being lazy...

actually my life is kind of boring nothing special to post about.

But, I still gonna find something good to post.

Well let's talk about my holidays in 1st July-3rd July 

1st and 2nd July,

I went to my aunt's to spend time with her

you guys know that I miss her if you have follow my Facebook status

Anyways, I went to LRT station around 2pm(Lol not korean band ok? xD)

I suppose to meet my aunt at Kelana Jaya LRT station around 4:30pm

but I reached there early around 3:15pm

I walk around kelana jaya station waiting for time to passed

walk till I got bored so I looked at my watch there is still time

I sat a bus to Sunway Pyramid

Wow you have no idea how much to sit a bus to Sunway

last time it was like RM1 to get there

Now, RM4 WTH

Seriously why economic is so bad right now,

keep increasing almost everything. >.<

Furthermore, when I sat in the bus I got a text from my aunt

she said she reached Kelana Jaya LRT station 

I was like WHAT!!!

Because I already inside the bus and now aunt is at kelana jaya

= =|||

So I told aunt to go Sunway to pick me up instate,

cause taking a bus back is kind of a long way...

Really long way

I got to say I begin to hate Sunway Pyramid more and more

I don't know why, maybe because there is too much sadness in the past here

I broke up with my ex here. 

Damn the emotional. sigh.

After that went aunt came I feel my sorrow was temporarily gone

So aunt drove me to her house.

I must say this is the 4th time I went there

LOL. Even aunt can't remember how many times I've been here.

The relaxation of the breeze, the view 

ahh....so relaxing feel like I'm going to spa 

hehe.

Around 6pm, aunt bring me and my cousin Cherrie to have early dinner

we ate at a porridge restaurant, my diet is set xD

It's pretty good dinner, I must say @v@

Finished our dinner, aunt bring me to Corus Hotel in ampang

there is a Crocs Shoe Sale

Wow you guys can't imagine how many people were there 

It was like a night market here

Aunt brought around 7 or 8 pairs if I've not mistaken,

lol, I wanted to buy a pair or 2. But 1 problem, no enough cash =(

I asked my dad to come here to buy for me during the last day

and I brought 2 pairs for RM100. Cheap ^__^

When aunt collected her shoes than off we go. Back to aunt's home. 

Aunt went out after that with some friends to discuss something

 It was just me and my cousin, babysit. LOL

but not really babysit, cause my cousin already went to bed

So....no biggie xD

1st time in my life I already tired during 11pm

I was like wow, so fast went out of energy,

but I can't fall asleep cause I need to wait for aunt to come home

because her house keys or with me

So what I do? I surf the net, watching youtube, played games

LOL, so random. 

1pm++ my aunt came home

then I set my butt off the computer and relax near the balcony

the wind blow softly so relaxing..

Later on, Aunt off her computer and join me 

we talked for a moment,

aunt advice me not to have a relationship just yet,

she knows what I'm thinking,

I always wanted a relationship with someone special

but, as I said before I standby my relationship and go for friendship

But what aunt said was true,

having a relationship will lead to happiness 

But, more heartache than you ever imagine.

She told me about after she left my uncle and live alone

struggle to earn money and live life 

I cried went she told me how she suffer

for this past 2years, I really felt the pain that aunt felt.

I always stick to my aunt since 7 years old

Went out with her and hangout.

I think almost 10 over years she's been watching me grow up

I'm thankful to have her as my aunt.

Lucky me =)

2nd July

I woke up at 8:30am. Wow so early

I slept only 6 hours =-=

My eyes are puffy and dark circles were visible

Because aunt gonna bring me to a beauty fair at The Mines

walk around and get free samples 

haha. but I only got one.

And I gotted shock when my aunt become a model to help her friend

She's so pretty. Of course what my aunt xD

LMAO.

Isn't she lovely. Model Post xD

Later I went home by bus and cab 

T.I.R.E.D-ING

But I enjoyed spending time with her.

Today is 4th of July so you know what that means?

F.I.R.E.W.O.R.K.S 

You just gotta ignite the light

And let it shine

Just own the night

Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework

Come on show 'em what you're worth

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework

Come on let your colors burst

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Love,  

 Emiko

Feelings I wondered

As I said before,

I put love aside for friendship.

What is love?

There is lots of meaning of Love,

we can't describe it till we met someone special to you

I been crazy in love once.

But it's in the passed.

I don't wanna repeat my silly mistakes.

I might had a little crush on someone,

but I can't be sure will he be meant for me?

maybe yes...maybe no

I like guys that looked average, hardworking, fool around together,

and most importantly love me for the way I am, supports me.

I'm a person that can be kind, real kind 

I also can be real bitchy sometimes, Damn the emotional.

If I truly liked someone I would do every way to show him I care
As I do with my friends as well. Friendship means everything to me   

The person I admire

He thinks mutually,  always got a target and motivation

I admire him for that.

But for now I treat him as friends.

Friendship lead to a great intention of a relationships

known each other personalities are very important.

No Acting, No lies...be true.

Just be yourself. Hiding isn't the way

That is the mistake I done at the passed.
trying to be someone that I'm not

No more acting, no more lies

Just be true to myself that the way. =)

My dear friend, I miss you a lot ;)  

muackx ♥

Emiko

Luck is in my hands

This few days, my mood is just up's and downs..

Maybe happy or maybe emo, 

Maybe sad or maybe worried...

I don't know what God plans for me.

But's I'm grateful what happiness he brought me.

I love you, Father.

This few days, I been concentrating on my driving lesson..

Well, is nervous for the start. I don't no what to think then.

Luckily my Senior supports me when I'm nervous, he's the best.

thank you, Senior ^.^...

My driving teacher, Mr.Yap

Well, he's steady during lessons. He's a descant teacher.

  But then I'm curious about him though.

Hope God bless me during driving

Secondly,

One thing about myself, 

when my facebook friends were like up sad or unhappy

I like to support them, the more I support them it makes me happy.

I love making friends, and meet other people 

I'm open to know different types of friends.

But I wonder would they accept the real me

 instate of a friend that just type supportive words on their status.

Friendship is important to me rather than love.

Love is just too much as I said before,

 Friendship is my thing right now.

I cherish every friend that's around me,

treats me well, accepts me, supports me.

All the fake ones, please do me a favor 

GET OUT OF MY LIFE, LEAVE ME ALONE!

I don't need fake friends, I need a true friend.

Peace.

  

Lastly I want to talk about,

I begin to like this app in my phone

TALKBOX!

It's really a fun application, thanks to Senior intro this to me

It's a chatting application like msn messenger, whatapp, pingchats, etc..

But only is using your voice to chat.

I really had a good time using this.

Love, love, LOVE IT!

I wanted to forget the pass,

 because it just brings me nothing but sadness

Forget the old, reserve for new memories for the future. =)

July is coming soon, 

that means my class at Segi College is about to start

And I'm excited to meet my senior soon!

Segi College I'm coming soon ^____^

Emiko

June

It's has been a while since my last update 

Haha. Crazy lazy I suppost xD

Last month and this month

well, it's pretty fun actually.

I got to hangout with my several friends & my aunt

My mood has improve since the last Emo post for last month

I got a hang of myself. For now

Less Emo, more typing first. xD

Firstly I got out with Joshua and my brother,

We went to Pavilion to watch movie.

Is been a freaking long time since we met each other.

Joshua know how to drive already, sad! I also haven't got my license yet. =(

thanks for the movies and bowling that you paid for.

Love love love it.

We watched 

Kung Fu Panda 2

I love this cartoon movie is AWESOME

you can't even stop laughing while you are watching it. 

Haha. Prepare for it's AWESOMENESS! 

It's a meaningful movie as well, talked about Po's past 

and how he overcome it

Baby panda!

Aww...Doesn't he look cute

My Rate: 5/5

Next outing is with Edward  in Wangsa Walk Mall

We watch 
Pirates of the Caribbean

The sexy Penélope Cruz she's as beautiful as always.

and we can't forget our lovely Captain Jack Sparrow

Haha is entertaining as always, Edward decided it

we even watch it in 3D. Because the non 3D one is fulled.

I had a great time watching this as well

Rate: 4/5

Date: 6/6/2011

I had a date yesterday with my last year's working partner at Vivo

Kay, Sabrina, Kah How and Louis

Wow really miss them so much

We went out together for gathering

all 6 of us include me and my brother.

At first I thought it was just Sabrina and Kah How,

but when we reached to time square I saw all of them expect for Louis 

he is running late. 3 hours late actually xD
A great surprise from them all in one team together

We watched a movie as well.

X-Men: First Class

It was awesome as well. Fuyoh~~~

Remember the Charles Xavier was old and bald?
Well here's the younger version of Charles Xavier

Handsome isn't he? xD
Well for me he's a good looking man

And his best friend Eric also known as Magneto



He's so young 0.o

The X-Men Team

LOLS. X-Men first class was great as well
Too bad Louis didn't make it to watch

My Rate: 4/5

After movie we went to Big Apple at time square
The hotel Big Apple.
I was afraid it's gonna be expensive
but Sabrina said it's worth it they got student price
How nice!

Here's the picture of me and Sabrina

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We had a whole group picture of us.

But Sabrina haven't upload it yet.

Furthermore, I really enjoyed being together with them

I miss them already.

Well, that's all for this month.

is been a fun and happy outings with my group of friends

Hope we can meet each other again some time

Until next time, Take care my follow viewers

Love.

 Emiko

Feelings towards you

It's been a tough month.

How's everyone? I hope you guys out there are well.

This few days, I made lots of mistakes. Mistakes that are stupid enough to get myself in trouble.

When people say, I had forgotten...

When people say, I'm over it

When people say, I'm not gonna think about it

When people say, nope his just a jerk what should I care?

All lies.

I do care. I don't wanna lie anymore.

I still care for him. But it doesn't mean I gonna do something about it.

Cause it doesn't change anything. He wants freedom, I gave it to him.

I've been adding people that matual friends with my friends

Is actually fun to add. And get to know people randomly.

It's hard to find true friends in the internet,

 but I just wanna seal up my loneliness and sadness.

Now I realize I should keep a low profile,

because they're assholes. I mean real assholes.

You see I gone out to had my phone fix few days ago and there is this guy from facebook

wanted to meet me, is a coincidence that we're at the same location

I regreted. Why I met this guy in the first place.

Simply put it, I thought I can meet a guy like HIM (EX).

But I was wrong, how stupid I am.

He is totally different the way I expected.
He is rude and immature.
Simply do things that makes me wanna punch him
The worst guy I ever met. This is not my cup of tea!

I can comfirm that I can't truly love a person now.

because I'm not over my ex yet.

The person that i thought he was, I miss him. The old him.

But life goes on, maybe someone can make me even happier than he can?

I just need someone to talk to. Just to occupied my negative thoughts

I can't stay silent and doing nothing. I have to voice out. Talk to someone litterary.

The only person I can voice out and express my feelings to is my aunt.

But I can't count on her all the time, she also have work to.

I don't wanna make her worried.

I tried to make friends. Friends that is worth to make.

Hope God give me a chance with a little bit of help and luck =)

My mood right now with this song

You said you needed a little time for my mistakes

It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced

What you doin'to me

You're taking her where we used to go

Now if you're tryin' to break my heart

It's working cause you know that

That should be me holding your hand

That should be me making you laugh

That should be me this is so sad

That should be me feeling your kiss

That should be me

To him that I thought he was from me

That should be me in your arms, ILY..IMY  =(

 



 

Misses you,

Emiko

Will it be my turn?



Everyone had a love one;

or a special someone in their hearts..

sometimes I even asked myself, will I be love like the way in books of fairy tales?

or maybe is just thinking too much again?

When you meet a special person, you will feel something that you didn't felt before

of course, I had that feeling once. Only once.

But it's a long time ago.

When he/she hurts you, you will remember the pain..

When he/she lies to you, you will feel insecure and you'll think too much

When he/she done something that makes you happy, you will remember it forever.

As for me,

I got to be honest, my hate for him is growing stronger.

I don't blame him, It's just my own problem

I'm down with love games. I'm done.

After all who can ever understand how I feel.

No one but myself.

Love there is a Lie

Love there is Pain

Love there is hurt one and other

The true meaning of love is learn to love and be loved in return."

I'm tired of games,

I'm tired of thinking love right now.

After all I'm just a silly girl with bunch of imaginations.

Pretty? I wish.

Beautiful? On the inside I think I am

To my Prince Charming,

Who ever you are, I hope we might meet each other.

Get to know each other and help one another.

See you, One day..

A Song for you: I just haven't met you yet

You'll come out of nowhere and into my life 

And I know that we can be so amazing

And, baby, your love is gonna change me

And now I can see every possibility

 

And somehow I know that it'll all turn out

You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out

And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get

I just haven't met you yet...

 

Yours Truthly,

Emiko



Almost lose to myself

I almost lose to myself

all the negative thoughts are around me

last week monday till friday

I did not sleep well, I'm having insomia.

I tried went to bed early, but I end up turning right and left

What's the reason?

SIMPLE. Him.

I shouldn't have view his profile

A simple "I love you" these 3 words to his girl,
I barely had a heartache

This words keep on my mind occupied

and made me can't sleep till 3am.

I suffering from not getting enough sleep for 5 days.

I keep blaming myself

why am I so stupid? why I keep thinking of him for what reason?
5 days in row

I've been thinking of all my friends and aunt's advice

I keep lecturing myself everynight.

But think again. I can't hide away from the truth

God open up my eyes tell me to forget him,

FULLY let him go.

One day my aunt called and bring me to a course

It's called "Visiber"

she asked me to overnight at her house too.

"It's like a dream come true!! haha"

I keep on complaining that I wanted to go to my aunt's house for visit

finally!! I got that chance. ^^

Aunt's house is like a spa for relaxation

It's stress-free

It's peaceful-free

It's release my tension too. For me I mean xD

 I enjoyed the breeze there.

 RELAXING

That night itself, I thought I gonna had insomia again.

but it didn't happend at all. I sleep quite early 12am xD

At else 12am not 3am

Next morning I got up early around 6:45am

WOW! I can wake up early! @v@

Miracle! LOL

I attented the course for 4 hours

it's interesting. Because "Visible" help me understand

who I am, what kind of people I am.

I want to change myself! I need confident! I need to move on!

I've got that chance thanks to "Visible" and especially my aunt.

Anyways I had fun, what a fun experience!

And I can sleep soundly now

Hope it won't happened again.

INSOMIA PLEASE DON'T BOTHER ME AGAIN.

As for MY LOVELY AUNT

Dear Aunt, thanks for supporting me through out everything

I am happy that you're my aunt that I can count on.

Please do take care of your health and drink plenty of water.

I ♥ you.

Emiko