Just simply missing you

This few days is been hard for me

Friends problem, then homework, exams and everything

Especially friends.

12 years of friendship

Has ended deep and clean

Maybe we just being silly

helping you

when you're having a bad time

Our friendship can't ever compare to a girl you hardly know

I guess. It's not mean to be.

Our friendship doesn't concern you anymore

We will never call you, never see your's or her face

ever again.

It is done. No need to repeat

31st of July

Our friendship ended peacfully

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So many things happened
make my gastric getting worst
the worst part is
I can't believe I gastric till I bearly stand up

Doctor said that
I can't raise my anger, once the gastric started to hurt
it I over tempered,

The posibilities of throwing up (vomiting)
Cold Sweat
and having a hard time to stand up straight
could happened anytime or anywhere

I will do my best to fight this
I keep telling myself
don't ever think about the friendship that doesn't mean anything
don't get angry whenever I see her bitchy face

Just concentrate on my studies
althought sometimes I don't have the mood
I would just think of you

My dear Bii.
You said don't think of the unhappy things
just think happy things I have before
viewing the pictures of you
really helps me is gain my strenght

Althought...

we didn't see each other

I always think of a memory

Of the first time meeting you
On May~

Genting is a place we first met

I fell deeply in love with the spot we met each other

Sometimes I even visit the place we walk together

 You keep appearing in my dreams

I wish I stay in the dream,
 where I can hold you close

Never worried of not seeing you

 I miss you so much.

Waiting for you..
to come into my dreams
Holding your hand never let go of you~

No matter how people said about you
No matter how people feel about you
I just want to say.

I love the way you are, just plain you~

You'll always be in my heart
always the special diamond
 that cannot be replaced

31st of July

31st of July

Went out with Joe and Natalie plus my brother

to Sunway Pyramid

1st all of us sing karaok in RED BOX

Natalie told me that Joe is in a relationship with the bitch

"VERY GOOD"

Then we started to argue...

and the worst thing is Joe used me to compare with that bitch

said that she's ten times better than me

Fine with that.

1st insult me of using people's feelings

2nd compare me with that kind of people

Natalie and I were already piss..

after the karaok is over is time for Natalie and Joe to head home

while walking me and natalie were taking to each other

Joe said that if we insult him, he will SUE both of us

For that girl and give up on our friendship

for being a jerk

FINE

Later all of us went out to Sunway main entrance

Natalie wanted to wait for the bus and went home

because is cheaper

than Joe wanted to sit teksi because there is no need to wait

RM20++ for the fair to Kelana Jaya LRT

We are broke since we use the money to pay the Karaok fee

 Natalie insisted to take the bus..

then Joe suddenly piss off

and begin to shout at us...

IN PUBLIC!!!

Then lots of people begin to watch us

with the eyes full of questions....

So Himiliating

THIS IS THE LAST OUTING FOR US

NATALIE AND I WILL NEVER GO OUT WITH JOE

OUR FRIENDSHIP ENDED...

R.I.P

After Natalie went home

I followed my brother and his friends to

 MTV WORLD STAGE

YAY!!!! ^^

FEAT.

WONDER GIRLS & TOKIO HOTEL

Haha...

we watch this two singers only

cause we are damn tired to carry on to finish the show

Wonder Girls

Sexy and attactive

there songs are more the 90's

After wonder girls

we waited for tokio hotel

and is started to rain

While waiting for them

My bro and I took pictures of us

A bit blur

sry ya..cause is too crowded

the people keep pushing here and there

We waited around half an hour

then Tokio Hotel started to perform

I have to say

Bill Kaulitz is so hot!!!

AhHHHH xD

Tokio Hotel

ROCKS!!! ^^

they sang around 10 songs I think

awesome!!!

My favorite:

"You’re automatic and your hearts like an engine

I die with every beat

You’re automatic and your voice is electric

but do I still believe?

It’s automatic every word in your letter

The lie connects the beat

It’s automatic when you say things get better

but they never…

There’s no real love in you

There’s no real love in you

There’s no real love in you

Why do I keep loving you

It’s so automatic calling comes from the crossroad

They come and go like you

It’s automatic watching faces I don’t know

Erase the face from you

It’s automatic

Systematic

So traumatic

You’re automatic

TOKIO HOTEL YOU'RE AUTOMATIC~ =)

11:45++

Me and my brother rush back home

rainning heavily too ==

almost got fever~

Don't cry because is over...

smile because it happened~

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass ,

It's about learning to dance in the rain . :*)

Bad Day

Today is a bad day...

Gastric pain the whole day

I barely can stand up properly...

Feel like vomiting also

Breakfast drink Milo

then later when to class

Aroud afternoon

gastric started...

I thought is just normal pain

But I didn't know pain still like yesterday...Haiz...

THAT KIND OF PAIN IS LIKE

GONNA DIE PAIN =.=

Luckily now not so pain..

Haiz...What's wrong with me??!!!

Anyway =)

17th July~

Went out with Ruki, my brother & Ruki's mom...

to the Bon Odori..

Guess what? Is my first time

Haha^^

Suppose to be at Genting..

but...sad during the hours

so leave genting for bon odori

Continue...

It's Fun..

On the road to Bon Odori at Shah Alam

all of us keep searching for directions

So funny...

Ruki sleeping..aww so cute =D

Sleeping beauty

There are lots of cars parking near the enterance

So long queue of cars

Around 7:45++

There is hell of a crowd there

saw some people dress a Kimono on..

(I also want neh) xD

Then start buying dinner...

Thanks to Ruki's mom ^^

after that we join dancing on the field..

So funny

Ruki & my bro =)

Around 8:35++

We left the Bon Odori

Sayonara Minasang ^-^

Start our Journey back home

Everyone of us in the car started singing

Haha...I get addicted and sang along with them

Sing DBSK songs, english songs...

Enjoy-ING

Thanks to Ruki/Nina's mom

^v^

18th July went to Imbi palace

yummy...

eat dim sum =D

thanks daddy

Today gastric is the cause of... 

Because of.....

ERRRR.....type also get bad

THAT F***K****bitch

So you want to play the hard way...

you better becareful...

Gonna call my uncle to call the teakwondo master

ONE DAY~

I wanna get out of here....

I want to leave....

I can't stand the pain...

please support emiko...she needs you =)

♥ Eclipse

Time:1:45am

I just came back from the Cinema~

With my family

We wanted to watch

The Legend of Yip Man

But, Sold Out...

Aww :(

Then I decided to watch Eclipse

I been wanting to watch for a very long time

But every chance I want to buy the tickets

All fully booked or sold out.

Now I can have the chance to watch.

And I have.

It's way better than New Moon

Eclipse was the best

Haha. Edward the vampire

So damn romantic...and Jacob?

HOT =D

Been laughing and enjoying myself

can take my mind off a little..

But, it didn't last long

After the movie...

I saw someone's back look like the one

in my heart, my mind, the person that is important to me

That I'm thinking of

Missing of

·

·

·

·

I guess waiting is my ways to love you

to tell you that I still wanted you..

Again.

 I miss you so damn much ♥

Random day

Yesterday I went Sg.Wang alone

to buy some T-shirts and stuff

It's awful to shop alone :(

Haiz..but at else I brought something

I have been wanting for so long

*Wink* :)

Today Dad bring us to this Restoran

In Pavilion.

For me, I'm not a fan of Western food

And it's so expensive

but the serving is huge.

One meal can share with 2 to 3 person

As for me I ordered

Hot Chocolate. Yummy =]

And share a piece of Fish and Chips with my dad.

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Anyone notice that I had change my layout and header?

LOL...

I wanted to change it for so long

Just..No time

I want to say thank you to my babe Jian Lin ^^

hehe. She really know how much Tiramisu meant to me

and she created a header for me

 Look up everyone =D

This is her. Ain't she pretty?

Look like modal don't you guys agree? =)

"Babe, thanks for being there for me...

I don't what I've done without you..=)"

ALL CREDIT GOES TO HER ^^

DO NOT JUDGE US !!! xD

Herbal soup

This morning when I woke up

I notice my left eye was swollen and red

Can't bearly open them

Allergy from drinking Herbal Soup?

OMG.

I rest for awhile...

since I have class this afternoon

But the moment I woke up the second time

I feel dizzy...lack of energy

can't walk properly as well

feel like falling down~

What's wrong with me?

After Donate Blood
walk also sometimes fall down
LOL..feel like a small kid start to learn walking

Help people then hurt myself

But I am grateful to help
Hope God Bless me la.

Hope I can stand up again

Be happy again

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