Few Words to say

I want to say Congratz to Daniel

I heard he pass for his junior black test in Taekwondo

“徒弟，恭喜你。我真的为你为荣。”

I'm so proud of you. =)

As for the bitch.

I found out you got 2nd done. 1 grade higher than me

so what, take all the juniors la. I don't even care.

 I don't give a damn about it

To Sir Chua,

“师傅，I"m really sorry I didn't have time to visit you.

You teach me taekwondo since I was 12 years old, you taught me well

till I get 1st done. Thanks for remembering me, and congratulations for passing the 4th Done.”

Even though you're telling lies,

you really done it well.

"You put a quite a show, very entertaining.

But is over now, go on and jump off the clif. x)

I will never forgive you for what you done to me,

you made my life a living hell.

I don't care what Joe said about you,

or how innocent you act.

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有时候，

有些东西改变得了，有些却不能

我就是改变不了

我生活里，都是悲哀

我承认。

我就是天真，单纯，自私

因为这就是我

我就是Emiko.

Movie with Joe and family~

08th June 2010

12pm++

Joe, Zhi Sheng, Joe's sisters and his mom asked me to join them to Wangsa Walk Mall

So long didn't see Zhi Sheng

his my primary classmate since standard 2

Joe really know how to "arrange" time

12noon pick me up, wait for him for so long

2pm only came. ><

When I got in the car..

I saw Zhi Sheng. Walao he change a lot.

Can't recognize him

like staranger...

Then later on we only started to talk

he grew tall. 181cm? LOL. Joe seems to jealous

Even Joe's mom said Joe's plam not as big as Zhi Sheng

Even his heigh? LOL. Cheer up Joe ^-^

We went to Wangsa Walk watch Iron Man2

before watching Iron Man2. We went to have a snack.

I didn't eat at all. Cause is all spicy fried food.

I'm afraid of that kind of food.

I may throw up if my stomach couldn't stand.

So I just drink Soya Bean.

After that we went to the movies.

Joe's mom brought us 4 popcorns

8 person share. Actually 7. I didn't eat.

1 bucket-Joe's mom and his sister

2 bucket-Joe's second sister and her friend

3 bucket- Joe and his friend

Last bucket-Zhi Sheng

Zhi Sheng so syok lo

Finish the whole bucket. ^^

The movie is nice and funny.

Is normal for me to didn't eat for a day.

Use to it after the depression started at march.

Eat or don't eat I'm fine with it.

After the movie,

Joe suggested to go bowling.

Again? Oh my God, I not good at it ==

The end of the game. Zhi Sheng Won.

He's scored 111.

Me? 88 points only

After the game when to Little Wok Kitchen

Finally eat dinner. LOL

I eat Yong Chou Fried Rice.

Zhi Sheng and Joe tease me saying that I'm on diet.

Not on diet la weih. I just...no appetide. =)

Even Joe's mom said everytime when she sees me

I grew thinner and thinner. LOLS. Aunty I normal only la

Than all of us eat and gossip about Joe's life and stuff.

10:30++

When straight home.

Tired...

Do you know why I didn't eat the popcorn during the cinema?

-Because I wanted to eat it with you, my beloved

Do you know why I kept thinking of you when i play bowling?

- Cause they played "Nothing gonna change my love for you" music...

feel you're right beside me. Just the feeling

Do you know how hard it is for me to bear the feeling of missing you?

-Cause, I have fall for you. I deeply fallen for you.

Night Out~

05.06.2010

My uncle invited me and my brother to 1 utama,

sing karaoke in Neway~

Wow so exicited

Didn't went there for a very long time
since I can remember~

uncle's friends are there to join us

Actually we join them =D

all of them are MBA women

(A.K.A Married but Available)

LOL

their age around 25++

one of them 35++

You wouldn't believe how big is Neway

so nice

some more got buffet~

Let the picture do the talking

Mine ^^

My brother and Uncle's ^^

We are so hungry...

cause we safe our dinner for Neway's Buffet

=D

Eat eat eat

Hehe. According to my uncle she's a secondary school teacher

she's really nice ^^

Married.

After we eat.

The fun begins. Let's sing along

 

While they're busy singing

I went to Neway's toilet~

Take pictures

more at facebook~

go view =)

All of us sing till we "high"

later on my uncle and his friend order some

beer~

I had a few sip of beer from my uncle's

so bitter...Yuck >.<

then I decide to drink this

Kampai Alcohol Plus 5.0% Blackcurrant

Taste better than shandy~

I can tell you guys when I finish my last drop

I throw up bady when I get home

But it's fun in Neway along with uncle's friends

Join diffrent type of people

really is fun~

Hope it would turn around~

This few days really stress out

with things and all..

one thing I hate about is when I see your face,

 then you suddenly scold me

please la, I don't have time to talk to you bitch

simply scold people number one la..

You always complain how your friend betray you,

don't like you. play tricks and prank on you,

now I know what's the reason.

The reason is you're so stuck up,

you always like to talk alot and complain about your friends around you

change your character la. Even I also can't stand you..

Haiz...

I really in a bad mood lately

feeling like dying..

can't sleep well, no appetide to eat either

Because of some issue...

Personal Issues...

Haiz...hard to explain anyway

not just that even now I not in a good mood with Sharon...

When I'm stress she talk to me that

make me feel worst about some stuff

I yelled at her twice.

The first one already settle, but the second one...

Not really in good shape

Please don't fight already. Monique is enough now sharon

suffering... Hope things work out

Today,

When to "downtown"

drink coffee with my family..

I didn't eat cause my stomach is upsad...

When the waiter taking our order

sitting beside us was a bunch of aunties..

talk loudy too..so entertaining

They talk about the taiwanese movie actors

compare them and see who has the good body shape xD
and movies they discussing where to buy them

They compare Jerry Yan (言承旭), Danson Tang (唐禹哲), and faherenheit (飞轮海)
is quite funny actually so many comparing
such as: "Jerry Yan got muscle but his old wor". "Danson younger but can't really see his muscle"...>.<
When I listen I can't help it and laugh quitely.

But I think both is ok, still chosen Danson la ^^
Recently some suckers really nothing to do
prank calls and messages in Msn

Don't no who the hell!!

Please don't send and hurt my feelings ok?
I really can't stand it. If you don't stop, I will block you instantly.


My friend introduce me this song
Kesha-Your Love is My Drug...
Not really a fans of Kesha but this song
My rate: Awesome!!! ^^

Happy 520❤

Today is a loveable day~
Say 3 words to your one's
as 520~ ^^

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU 

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The nights would seem so long

With you I see forever oh so clearly

I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young

And we both know they'll take us

Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)

Hold me now

Touch me now

I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought know by now how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through

But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,

Our love will lead the way for us

Like a guiding star

I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing

I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view

I'll help you see forever too

(Repeat Chorus 1,2,3)

Wish all of my friends happy 520❤

My love...

Happy 520 to you❤ ~

Let it out! Right here, right now!

Many people asked me

"What happened to you?

you look so slim didn't eat again?"

"Why u always get gastric didn't eat at all?"

one of them said:
"She didn't eat rice that's why she look slim..

know how to eat bread only..."

Well shut your mouth

I'm sick of this. I going to tell you straight.

I didn't eat much because i having a very serious gastric pain

I can't eat too full nor drink to fast, I will throw up easily

I quit medication, I don't need doctors or those medicine to cure me

Yes, I did say I don't eat rice to lose weight.

But it doesn't mean I didn't eat literally

I eat during lunch time.

 

I lost weight is not because of diet, is because of Gastric

And I eat bread just because my mom made them ok.

If I don't eat them what should I do? throw away is it?

 

What I want to do

It's non of your business
 If you think like that, means you don't know me at all

I don't need you to judge me. Only GOD can!


My friends concern about me
 worried and all, I'm appreciate it. Touched :)

But please don't ever think that I'm doing this
because of losing weight or hurt myself.

 

I'm just depress and moody from time to time.
That's all.

I can't share my problems

Because......it's a secret.

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I don't want to admire SOMEONE

to be SOMEONE that I'm NOT.

I don't want

I don't want

I don't want

I DON'T WANT.

I'm not the person that you guys wanted me to be.

I'm the weird girl. I'm not similar with other girls..
I'm just weird to understand.


I said enough. Anyway,

I want to thank my friend Jun, for the support.

And a night party AKA sleepover.

It's a blust^^

My friend Jun

I'm thankful, that you bring me to Genting

Is been fun, even though we just came for the cold breeze.=)

 

To Qi Wen ( That I literally known you for 5 hours)

Please don't pretent to care, 

stop your flirting games,

Jun told me everything about you

I just want to say, I'm not the girl that you can mess with
I hate people who act being nice!

Another thing, I hate people that smokes.

Please don't disturb me. I have enough drama for today

Jun's Boyfriend

Thanks for accompany us. =)
When you're having problems, please deal it yourself 

got problem find Jun. Not me. =)
It will make the matter more worst I can assure you.

 Please deal it yourself. I know you can do it...try =)

I'm tired. I'm Exhausted.

I need rest. Long period time of rest.

With no disturbance.

Suffering from flu, cough, headache and gastric.

I just need to rest...

Emiko disappear for awhile. Away for awhile.

Bye :)

My love...
I will do anything to go back in time...

to see you again...once more...♥

♥ Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day

to all the mother's on this earth

Thanks for taking care of us!! ^^

I woke up around 10am

so tired ><

yesterday when to pavilion watch movie

till 3am only i reached home

Nothing much I guess

Anyways,

Dad present us for buying this

Tulips from holland

Nice right? Aiya, daddy you should buy roses

More romantic xD

Dinner at 8pm

Location: The Ship

I can tell you guys,

the customer service sucks
Last time is better.

The food is ok la.
I almost want to complain but the manager said sorry
so give them chance la.

Emiko's Rate: 3/5

To: Mummy

Mummy...

Sorry I make you worried about me

Sorry for not listening to you

Sorry for raising my voice at you, when I'm not in a good mood

Sorry for the days I'm not there with you

I might not be the daughter that you always wanted me to be

I might not be smart enough or good enough to be your daughter

the only thing i know is...I love you

Thank you for bringing me into this earth

to get to know things, to learn things,

I'm thankful for having you as my mom~

MUMMY, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.