♥ Hope I get well soon

After that day of misery

I really cried a lot and make myself exhausted.

When to class.

My friends keep asking me

"Emiko, what's wrong with you? Your eyes are red and bengkak"

"Are you ok? I see like you going to pengsan"

"What happened? Something bothering you?"

I keep holding my tears to fall..

But I fail. I just keep crying and crying.

And my friends do their best to clam me with hugs and advice

and I end up cried to I fall asleep for nearly 5 hours

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I really tired...

till I feel like the world is like the end

Sometimes when I walk also need my friend accompany me

Cause I fell down the stairs without seeing.

Can't even feel the pain...

My friends wouldn't even let me walk home

They insisted to drive me home instate

But I didn't wanna to go home

So I stay with Christin's house

And Christin called my mom to not worry

because we have to discuss our projects 

so need to stay with her for a few days

What a great lie..= =

But I feel guilty about it

I didn't went to class for 3 days

Have a headache and felt dizzy

Thanks Christin, Michelle and Wendy 

for taking care of me. Especially Christin

Sorry give you problems during the night 

when I had bad dreams and scream in tears 

But I can't tell you guys my problems

cause if I tell I would cry...

I don't want you guys to worry

And you guys will complain and say the things I don't want to hear

So best to keep in silents.

And I wanna thank JianLin for chating with me

during the night it self.

"Thanks Babee Panda~"

And QV jie.

thanks for the worries, I will tell you about it

whenever I can. I just need time to absorb and heal myself

Hope jie won't mind =)  

That's all I share for today

Peace through out the day***